2017-12-07 21:19
a memoir
“Our God and King!”
I sang triumphantly toward the congregation for what would be the last time as the bells pealed and the horns played their final fanfare. We all bl… Read More
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2017-11-05 17:13
dirty projectors are considered a very influential band from the early 2000s because of their musical experimentation, and after listening to their discography, it’s easy to see how. I… Read More
2017-11-03 01:46
I’ve finally made it through all dirty projectors albums, but there are too many to write about each one so I just picked my favorites and wrote a bit about them ~
before I get into t… Read More
2017-10-05 21:17
I can’t remember the last time I was actually happy
it was at least 5 years ago
At least
I can’t remember what it was like
What is it like to not be sad all the time
All my fri… Read More
2017-09-10 05:07
I just got a cool radio opportunity & I’m pumped about it
a couple of my friends & I were going to dj on our college’s radio station for like 2 hours a week, & we we… Read More
2017-08-29 03:47
17 – XXXTENTACION
ok let me just start off by saying that I do not support XXXTENTACION and I have never listened to his music before I saw Kendrick tweet about him:
https://t… Read More
2017-07-23 04:53
having an ex in a shared group of friends is … confusing
my most recent ex boyfriend and I share a good group of friends, there’s about 10 of us altogether
and when we first br… Read More
2017-07-19 19:19
well, I would consider it a d8
I’ve been talking to this guy named Evin since I got home from college around mid-may, and he’s a really nice guy and we’ve been talking abo… Read More
2017-07-12 03:54
a playlist and also a status update
I feel like in a lot of my down time recently I’ve been thinking about just relationships in general and my past ones and that’s been causing… Read More
2017-07-10 18:32
trying to find new music and semi-succeeding?
I feel like I’ve been listening to too much of the same stuff recently so I took to the interwebs for some new music inspiration
I guess… Read More
2017-06-23 15:28
I FINALLY got to see Tigers Jaw!!!
I was supposed to see them at the end of May but I got a kidney stone (lol)
but I got tickets for the Webster Hall show in NYC and it was INCREDIBLE
smid… Read More
2017-06-15 16:18
a development in dumb friend drama
I woke up this morning and checked the group to see that last night, the prodigal son (victoria) had returned to the group and sent an explanation of why… Read More
2017-06-15 03:39
dumb friend drama, let me rant about it
first let me just say that I HATE drama so much and that I hate that this is happening because it’s just annoying and frustrating
here goes not… Read More
2017-06-02 19:03
hello I am sorry I haven’t posted in a bit, things have been CRAZY lately! let me tell you about it!
it has been probably a few weeks since I have posted, probably since I got home fr… Read More
2017-05-26 03:58
look! it’s a graphic representation of my fav albums ~
I just wasted an hour doing this Read More
2017-05-20 22:54
I just finished season 2 of Aziz Ansari’s incredible show Master of None – here are my thoughts
warning: spoilers
ok if you haven’t seen season 1- go watch it right n… Read More
2017-05-13 15:44
just got home for the summer two days ago and I already want to kms
driving home in the car on Thursday I was like “hm maybe being home won’t be so bad” because I was very… Read More
2017-05-08 02:46
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2017-05-06 17:18
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2017-05-02 18:36
I saw teen suicide at run for cover records (their label) and I have been actively cryin in the club ever since
ok I saw the show on Saturday but it wasn’t until yesterday (Monda… Read More
2017-04-28 14:12
I am not dead (yet)
this week was super crazy and next week (until Wednesday) will also be insane because it’s the last days of classes, and there are papers due, projects to finish… Read More
2017-04-24 14:03
hello I apologize that I have not posted in a few days
here is why + more to come
hello okay
so there’s no real reason that I haven’t posted in like 4 days, I just haven’t… Read More
2017-04-20 17:57
hello friends just wishing you a happy holiday
here is a list I came up with of fun things to do to celebrate this lovely day
~disclaimer: I live in Massachusetts where it is legal~
I feel… Read More
2017-04-18 16:57
since everyone has been talking about it
trigger warning: suicide, self harm, sexual assault, and domestic abuse
also: includes spoilers
ok I just wanted to start off by saying I am writin… Read More
2017-04-18 02:15
~do not read if you think that each brand of bottled water doesn’t taste different~
a survey of different brands of bottled water: which water tastes the best?
ok so apparently people… Read More
2017-04-15 02:53
I just had a vision
I coughed
And my mom asked me how I was feeling
And I said fine, just feeling pretty nauseous with a headache and my eyes are a little sensitive
And she said, we need to… Read More
2017-04-12 02:53
a good song by the 1975 but also my current mood towards the idea of moving back home over the summer
every time I talk to my parents, I get more and more frustrated at the prospect of… Read More
2017-04-09 02:53
I have gone to 3 concerts in the past couple of weeks & here’s my evaluation + experience with each of them ~
SLUG CHRIST – 3/23 @ the lilypad inman
for fans of: ghostemane… Read More
2017-04-07 03:23
I’m really high.
also today I saw a mouse! it was so cute. I was finishing up my radio show and I went to walk up the stairs and saw the cutest little mouse and I said, “what is… Read More
2017-04-04 13:44
anger: an emotion I felt very infrequently, prior to this semester
I blame Facebook
it’s mostly just me seeing posts on Facebook that involve my ex boyfriend and then I’m l… Read More
2017-04-02 14:26
thinking about all the physical symptoms I have, I definitely should go to a doctor
this is me complaining about all the things that are wrong with my body currently but also it’s all… Read More
2017-04-01 04:49
ok I recently acquired both american and british kit kats (accidentally but then I ate both of them back to back and I was like whoa these taste v different)
also I’m high sorry if it… Read More
2017-03-29 14:34
cute gifts every day, listening adamantly to pinegrove, and a lot of weed
so my big has been stopping by my dorm and leaving me tridelta-themed gifts and food and yesterday I got a cactus!… Read More
2017-03-27 19:08
do you ever hear a line in a song and realize “wow this is really important to me”
I’ve been listening to a lot of wonderful music this weekend, and there are just a few s… Read More
2017-03-25 23:26
I don’t know who to be
and I can’t be myself because I don’t know who I am
how can I be expected to know who I am when I don’t even know what I want to be
I have no… Read More
2017-03-24 06:46
I made many safe decisions and I met some fascinating people and I saw slug christ
ok first: I got lunch w a girl from my sorority & I love her she’s chill as fuck which is v coo… Read More
2017-03-20 19:07
yesterday was lit but there are some things that I didn’t really talk about yesterday that are affecting me today
so during the part of my trip yesterday when I was coming down, it wa… Read More
2017-03-20 02:08
today I dropped acid and it was lit 10/10 recommend but be safe plz
so yeah me & my roommate dropped acid today
it was a v lit time
we started it early this morning like 9 so around 10… Read More
2017-03-19 13:08
down along the creek
I remember something
her, the heron, hurried away
when first I breached that last Sunday
low moon don the yellow road
I remember something
that leaving wasn’t ea… Read More
2017-03-16 23:18
I have just been thinking about these songs so much recently and they strike a chord with me
songs that make me feel
1. iris // the goo goo dolls
fun fact- my iris tattoo was inspired by t… Read More
2017-03-16 01:07
this was definitely not long-awaited by anyone but me
but here are some new songs that I’m listening to!
definitely very different than stuff I’ve posted in the past but u should… Read More
2017-03-15 02:53
because guess who’s feeling like death again ???
my roommate decided to stay at her boyfriend’s apartment again tonight so I’ve been chilling in my room alone for over&nbs&hell…Read More
2017-03-14 17:56
it’s snowy, I’m smoked, and also stressed
also yesterday was lovely
and I have some events I’m looking forward to ~
snow day
it’s 1:36pm, I have acquired food, and… Read More
2017-03-13 14:28
Song(s) / Lyrics that Remind Me of You
Hold on // Shel
Hold on, hold just a little longer
I can swear I feel you every time I lay my head down
We Might Be Dead By Tomorrow // Soko
Give me… Read More
2017-03-13 14:26
I am nauseous with anger and disgust
legitimately almost vomited again last night I was not feeling well at all
and this morning I was like ok I’m doing okay
but then I look at the gr… Read More
2017-03-13 03:07
I’m in a great mood! so out of the blue!
grateful 4 my bff Mary J
so like all day I’m feeling shitty right
like REALLY shitty like I really want to fucking DIE shitty
like
I suc… Read More
2017-03-12 13:39
oh yeah! in the horror of yesterday I totally forgot to talk about my new tat!
my friend did it as a stick & poke, and it’s of an iris flower on my inner left forearm
it actually… Read More
2017-03-12 13:20
kill me
also, I understand why now
ok so I finally texted him like look I need to know and if you don’t tell me I’m gonna call and he told me
he was having nightmares of hi… Read More
2017-03-10 02:24
no more suicidal than yesterday, unless I’ve, grown
okay I just want to say that I would never
and I really do mean NEVER
act on a suicidal thought or a series of suicidal thoughts. r… Read More
2017-03-08 22:14
I really miss my ex, and I’m feeling very disenchanted with my friends
I just wish he never broke up with me. I do love him and I’m so attracted to him and I just miss him a lot… Read More
2017-03-08 19:30
WHERE WE TEST THE CONSISTENCY OF A SUBSTANCE THAT HAS A MILK-SOLUBLE BASE MIXED WITH VARIOUS ALIQUOTS OF 1% LOWFAT MILK
SOLUTION A: 0.500 mL
SOLUTION B: 1.00 mL
SOLUTION C: 2… Read More
2017-03-07 19:28
I love you
I know you’re stressed, and I understand
I can help
I didn’t expect this from you
I can’t say that I’m not angry and upset
Why won’t you tell me why… Read More
2017-02-28 04:28
I made this very expansive playlist but I’m gonna narrow it down to some lovely songs for your late winter/early spring vibes ~
the playlist I made is called nothing (+ everything), b… Read More
2017-02-27 18:13
this is both a very good song by nothing,nowhere. and a statement on my emotions today.
yesterday (as you could read from my posts) I was feeling pretty shitty, but this morning I woke up… Read More
2017-02-26 19:09
I feel much better today.
I lowkey dragged him through the mud for ghosting me and I feel a lot better.
That’s all Read More
2017-02-26 12:52
do I have “treat me like I mean nothing to you” written across my back for all men to see or something?
I don’t understand why I have the WORST luck with men.
he literally… Read More
2017-02-26 00:41
Preface: Regardless of my emotional response and emotional connection to this breakup, everything I have to say is still valid and is applicable to anyone, not specifically me.
What do… Read More
2017-02-25 22:16
I’m not kidding this isn’t clickbait
so I’m like it’s a beautiful day today in Boston, I’m gonna go to Boston Common and get some fresh air and study for my ph… Read More
2017-02-22 15:46
I just feel like SHIT
the only person I want to talk to is my boyfriend and he’s back in my home state and I am don’t want to be in class and I don’t want to be here and I… Read More
2017-02-22 15:40
all of my friends rushed sororities and I am lowkey feeling kinda left out !!
so at my school, it’s not like greek life is a particularly large thing, but it just so happened that my… Read More
2017-02-07 20:09
I feel like this is self-explanatory
Enjoy :))))))
Migos – Bad and Boujee ft Lil Uzi Vert [Official Video]
Dog of Wisdom
Gigi the Christmas Snake
Doc Luben – “14 Lines fro… Read More
2017-02-04 20:18
because I haven’t posted in like 2 months lol
so hello it is me returning from the dead
I have been having a pretty swell couple of months, which is probably why I haven’t poste… Read More
2016-12-19 20:06
thoughts 4:06pm 10/18/16
do you ever just get a severe sinking feeling in your stomach even though you didn’t do anything to cause it?
it happens a lot to me and I understand why but… Read More
2016-12-19 18:02
thoughts 12:31pm 12/19/16
Wow looking back at that now I don’t think it’s that funny so I don’t know what I was thinking but at the time I thought it was hilarious
But any… Read More
2016-12-18 18:40
Okay this post is basically shameless self-promotion but I made some playlists throughout my first semester at college in Boston and I just wanted to share them with you all because I feel l… Read More
2016-12-17 15:27
some music tastes are inherently “superior” to others
provided that superiority is defined in terms of how good the words are to songs
and provided that music taste is defined i… Read More
2016-12-16 16:25
Whoa s1e11 of tslotat- the convo btwn Ricky and grace about 10 mins in was so much like what was what happened w me & Nicky
Although I think Nicky was less purposefully malicious ( stil… Read More
2016-12-16 15:23
Musicians/music artists are creators of vibes
and (good) playlist creators identify similar, equal, or complimentary song vibes to form a cohesive, thorough expression of those vibes
h… Read More
2016-12-15 21:02
I just had a wonderful thought but it escaped me
I remembered
Nobody really seems to praise the first hours of the day
The only time people seem to want to willingly stay up to see them is… Read More
2016-12-14 15:21
Do you guys ever listen to a song and for some reason it feels like it goes faster or slower than it actually does
who tf is taking a shower rn
Ooh I forgot I took a shower I feel so clean… Read More
2016-09-05 00:57
I’ve officially completed a full week of college even though classes haven’t started yet !!
v exciting times
update: I have made friends and I have gone to a couple of parties a… Read More
2016-08-31 02:08
I haven’t even been moved into college for a full 48 hours and I already locked myself out of my room :)))))))))
not only that, but I locked myself out BAREFOOT.
#love #life #lovelife… Read More
2016-08-14 14:47
this is a really difficult post for me to write. I fucked up big time this weekend, and I’m lucky that I’m here to talk about and apologize for what happened.
I haven’t st… Read More
2016-07-20 06:00
once again, I am up ridiculously late (on purpose this time though), so here’s a progression I came up with of the evening hours, about the kind of person that is up at said hour… Read More
2016-07-18 09:15
it is 4:10 am and I have been awake for an hour and someone needs to euthanize me because I should NEVER be awake this early.
I am SO bad at staying awake late at friends houses at sleepov… Read More
2016-07-18 03:00
I have struggled with my sexual identity for a long time and there’s some things I just want to talk about.
First of all, I don’t know what my sexual orientation is. I am defin… Read More
2016-07-17 20:03
as probably most of you already know, I suffer from Panic Disorder, so I get panicky and I have anxiety attacks all the time. when I get really panicky or anxious, I have found that music a… Read More
2016-07-11 12:52
here’s some music I’ve been listening to! it’s more rap/hip-hop than my usual indie/alt stuff. (good songs to listen to high btw)
king kunta // kendrick lamar
keep th… Read More
2016-07-06 05:13
so, does anyone have any good ideas of things to do while laying in bed at 1am high?
look, I know it’s bad. I’m not proud of the fact that I just drove my car around my town for… Read More
2016-06-22 04:43
literally, my life.
so, there’s this kid named Mike, and he’s liked me for YEARS. (I know this because he told me he thought I was hot and wanted to get with me sophomore year… Read More
2016-06-21 02:46
okay, I’m not usually one for serious ranting but there’s just something that I wanted to address because it’s been pissing me off.
just because someone grew up a certain w… Read More
2016-06-13 13:23
guess who’s back.
back again.
katie’s back.
tell a friend.
okay so yes I’m back at blogging, sorry to disappoint all of you that were desperately awaiting my newest blog p… Read More
2016-05-28 15:24
YEAH, I’M JUST AS SHOCKED AS YOU ARE.
Everyone keeps asking me if the pain is as bad as you’d think, and I’m gonna safely say yes, the pain is awful.
I got both of mine do… Read More
2016-05-21 22:38
I am at the beach (again) but this time I’m stoned !!
and I’m surrounded by really attractive guys !!
ok maybe not completely surrounded but there are two really hot guys here an… Read More
2016-05-12 21:17
for those of you who don’t watch New Girl, kindly click away and stop reading here unless you’re really that interested in what I have to say about them and my life.
SPOILER ALE… Read More
2016-05-12 21:17
for those of you who don’t watch New Girl, kindly click away and stop reading here unless you’re really that interested in what I have to say about them and my life.
SPOILER ALE… Read More
2016-05-11 21:16
I texted my ex last night. but it went really well.
no, really, like I feel good.
but actually it went well.
I feel like most conversations with exes don’t go well but I didn’t… Read More
2016-05-04 02:11
so for those of you who live under a rock, the Met Gala was on Monday, and there were some pretty funky outfits there. therefore, I thought it would be cool if I went through all the dresses… Read More
2016-05-03 02:16
THIS IS MY PROM DRESS AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT HELP ME PLEASE I AM TOO INDECISIVE FOR THIS STUFF
ok so this is my prom dress, pre-hemming and alterations
I’m getting… Read More
2016-05-02 23:15
sorry I’ve been highkey AWOL recently.
I just needed some time to myself to focus on me.
I’ve been in kind of a weird spot recently and I haven’t been really talkative or… Read More
2016-04-29 16:45
I’ve been looking at a lot of new, different music lately, so I’ve compiled a list of songs that are new to my repertoire that I have been enjoying. You’ll probably either… Read More
2016-04-25 12:23
so here I am thinking that this weekend is gonna be fucking awesome because I have cool plans and cool ideas, right?
WRONG.
I had the setup for a perfect weekend but then my mind had to go… Read More
2016-04-23 15:22
to follow up my most recent blog post, here’s a list of songs that I frequently listen to when I’m depressed and want to wallow in my sadness :)))))))
White Blank Page // Mumfor… Read More
2016-04-23 15:16
for anyone who really cares, here’s where I’m currently at in life.
I am depressed all the time.
I don’t feel panicky all the time but every time I go to do anything, I ov… Read More
2016-04-20 20:20
wow what a happy day I love 4/20 blaze every day get LIT
jk I have school today and a celebration of my high honors achievements in high school so there’s no way I’m getting lit… Read More
2016-04-19 00:35
so, writing out a makeup routine isn’t the easiest thing ever, but imma give it a shot.
I am very big on minimal makeup, mostly because I don’t have the patience/time/money for… Read More
2016-04-16 04:03
I went to my college’s accepted students day this past week, and I met my roommate, Nina, while I was there. I can honestly say that I’ve never been more excited to move to Massa… Read More
2016-04-16 00:38
I’ve been listening to Kanye West’s new album, The Life Of Pablo, and I honestly love it.
He has such an interesting and innovative approach to music in this album and there is… Read More
2016-04-13 23:45
ok so I’m on my way back home from the beach right now and I’m just really digging the beach vibes still so I’ve been wearing my hair in braids a lot.
I have pretty short h… Read More
2016-04-13 01:14
at the beach currently where it’s lowkey pretty chilly but it’s still nice. here are the tunes I’ve been jamming out to since I’ve been here. enjoy.
West Coast // La… Read More
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