I just had a vision

I coughed

And my mom asked me how I was feeling

And I said fine, just feeling pretty nauseous with a headache and my eyes are a little sensitive

And she said, we need to take you to the Doctor because that just isn’t right and it doesn’t sound right

And I thought little of it

But I went back to rest and I had a vision of myself going to the doctor

And in my vision, the doctor wanted to find out why I kept getting joint headaches and an upset stomach

So I was at the Hospital and he did an MRI on me and it came up weird so he did a PET scan and I lit up like a Christmas tree, I had cancer

And I just saw myself having to tell my friends that I have cancer

And then I saw myself losing all of my hair with an IV drip in the hospital

And I just started crying

I don’t want to die

That’s the second vision I’ve had of myself dying in the past month

The vision before that was when I dropped acid and I saw myself jumping off the top of a very high building

But I didn’t cry after that vision, I was just shook up

But I’m crying now

I don’t want to die