I’m not sure how long it’s been since Jay proposed to his girlfriend. I figured that he would finally settle down or be faithful. WRONG!
Jay hit me up and tried to act like nothing had changed. When I first got those texts my stomach turned and I thought I was going to throw up at work. I had to step out and gather myself. The only way to put a stop to it would be to tell his fiancé. How could I tell his fiancé that I’ve been the other woman this whole time? I can’t. I won’t. Even thinking about it now makes me feel this deep sadness because I should have never put myself in that situation.
So as Jay Texted me I wanted to keep the conversation short. The less contact with him the better…
I stopped texting him. Did he stop? No. He went ahead and sent me Snaps. The kind of Snaps that tried to get my attention.
Later that night, he texted me again… I told him I was busy & would text him back. I lied. I just wanted him off my back.
Days later he texted me again. Ugh… A friend told me that I shouldn’t complain, and she’s right. I could tell she was upset with me and my Bad Behavior. So, I had to be smart and do the right thing.
Jay was being persistent even though I was ignoring him. It’s been two weeks of back and forth with him. He texted me yesterday but he wasn’t asking for it.
Is a person like Jay capable of being loyal? For his fiancé’s sake I would hope he stops. But I know he won’t.
I’ve had the above saved as a draft for 3 weeks now. And in those 3 weeks I’ve received unsolicited texts from Jay. Some of which included tags on Instagram he deleted immediately for his own sake.
Anyway, it seemed as if last month these engaged dudes didn’t want to stay loyal because The Musician hit me up asking if I wanted to go to the drive in movies with him. Did I go? No. I politely declined. I had already watched Godzilla with Mr Long Dick/Godzilla dude.
I need to rebuild my good karma; therefore, I can’t engage in bad Behavior with these bad guys.
I’ll try to post more often… I promise!