2022-10-01 04:18
Photo by Patrick Schneider on UnsplashI heard from a close friend that — after almost a decade — my previous church left the G12 system. It came as a shock. But I saw its eventua… Read More
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2022-05-12 03:03
Photo by Kevin Jackson on UnsplashI miss my mother every day.She died on February 25, 2017. And ever since, I have been navigating life with the weight of her loss. Some days are easier than… Read More
2022-05-12 02:54
Photo by Peter Thomas on UnsplashOh, the nostalgia!“One day when I get to write my book, I’ll never forget to include your names on it.”Read the caption on an Facebook post… Read More
2022-05-12 02:33
The sun waved hiThe morning you bid goodbye;Felt like nothing and everythingChanged at the same time.As the hospital woke up,You had fallen asleep.As they wheeled you out the door,I counted… Read More
2022-02-24 09:59
Photo by Jun on UnsplashGrieving is for the living;the dead passes on while we're stuck.There's only so much grief that the heart can entertain.Life is a sad broken track.We proces… Read More
2022-02-23 08:42
Episode 1Fleabag summarizes her life and the first episode quite eloquently:screenshot courtesy of BBC Studiostwobrotherspictures.comscreenshot courtesy of BBC Studiostwobrotherspictures.com… Read More
2022-02-23 04:47
When in doubt,always chase clout.Dreams are overrated.My running has borne me no fruit,only callouses around the ankle,and a bad knee to boot.Maybe in the next life I'll be born into a famil… Read More
2022-02-20 11:18
Photo by Budi Firdaus on UnsplashAside from schools, hospitals are believed to be hotspots for ghosts and other paranormal entities. Most schools in the Philippines used to be cemeteries. Ho… Read More
2022-02-20 07:36
Photo by Jose Losada on UnsplashWake up at 4,head straight out of the door.Don't want to die poor,I'd rather struggle and suffer more.Lifting weights at the gym,taking all my reps in.When I'… Read More
2022-02-18 10:00
Photo by Marcelo Leal on Unsplash"You don't forget your first time."For as long I could, I tried everything to avoid going to PGH. Hospitals freak me out—even to this day. There is som… Read More
2022-02-17 03:58
Photo by Sharon McCutcheon on UnsplashWhen I'm feeling downor spiraling out,I remember the things I've forgotten about.So I came up with a listto remind myself why I exist,why I should resis… Read More
2022-02-16 05:47
Photo by Ante Samarzija on UnsplashMy mother, being the friendly person that she was, had made a handful of friends while she was confined in PGH. Amidst the stench of death across the ward… Read More
2022-02-15 07:25
Photo by Simon Hurry on UnsplashWhen I came back from my book haul at Booksale, not much had changed—my mother was still lying on a metal bed along the corridor outside the ER. This wo… Read More
2022-02-12 03:48
Photo by Sigmund on UnsplashWhen there's a disconnectBetween what you do and who you claim to beChances are you're a hypocrite Celebrities left and right Have earned deservedly the public ir… Read More
2022-02-11 08:18
Photo by Dave Hoefler on UnsplashHow does it feel to have no full control over your body? How does it feel to realize that you can only do so much? You may try to eat healthy or avoid stress… Read More
2022-02-11 06:53
Photo by Levi Meir Clancy on UnsplashIt all started one Monday night. During our cell meeting, I felt aches ripple through my body. Earlier that morning my throat started itching. When I got… Read More
2022-02-11 04:16
I reread The Book Thief eight years later, and it still broke my heart.You can see my review of The Book Thief here.One thing that stood out from the experience of reading TBT the first… Read More
2022-02-10 05:21
Photo by Amanda Jones on UnsplashWhenever I got sick as a kid, my mother would make a simple medicine concoction. She would crush a half of Biogesic in a spoon. To neutralize its bitterness… Read More
2022-02-09 06:41
Photo by Tom Hermans on UnsplashFinally, after a couple of hours procrastinating, I left and went to PGH. Because we were allowed to leave earlier for work, I clocked out around 5 PM. The wa… Read More
2022-02-08 07:42
Photo by Marcelo Leal on UnsplashWhile walking back to the office, my phone shook in my pants. With both of my hands occupied, I wasn’t able to read the second message from my step-fat… Read More
2022-02-07 04:37
Photo by Alex Plesovskich on UnsplashOn the morning of December 30, 2016, two events occurred. The first one was not that remarkable---I went to work. It was the last working day of the year… Read More
2022-02-06 08:09
Photo by Mediamodifier on UnsplashNote: The following entry is part of a collection of memories I'm writing in line with my mother's passing. I have already posted some here, but I have forg… Read More
2022-02-05 04:58
Photo by Feliphe Schiarolli on UnsplashNote: The following entry is part of a collection of memories I'm writing in line with my mother's passing. I have already posted some here, but I have… Read More
2022-02-03 05:54
Photo by Asael Peña on UnsplashOne thing I noticed about Filipinos is how much we value Christmas. It's the most wonderful time of the year, indeed. We forget all the hardships and ch… Read More
2022-02-01 04:05
Photo by Alex Sherstnev on UnsplashNumbed by the pain of merely existing,I explore the confines of my souland found nothing which resembled to the joy I felt in the beginning,when… Read More
2021-12-30 03:26
From reddit, I learned to always use incognito mode in accessing the system so as to prevent further issues down the line. Here's a screenshot from a kind redditor:So here's how the DFA onli… Read More
2021-10-14 07:46
High school, like any other educational institution, operates under meritocracy. Students who perform well are given more opportunities to perform even better. Like headless zombies without… Read More
2021-10-06 16:47
The page was created on March 3, 2012. The page description reads: My songs, covers, originals and more.. Enjoy!Its first video "See the Signs" was uploaded on March 11, 2013 with… Read More
2021-10-06 07:40
Photo by Shiromani Kant on Unsplash"Carve out time, work on your strengths, and be your authentic self,"said the author with the book on how to grow one's wealth."Work on your craft, keep a… Read More
2021-10-05 03:49
Nothing hurts more than the pain of not given the chance to say goodbye...UDD encapsulates such a journey of emotions around a sensitive topic with Crying Season---a tear-jerker of a track… Read More
2021-10-04 16:33
Photo by Paulina Šleiniūtė on UnsplashWhen I was young, my mother wanted me to become a priest."It's easier to get to heaven," she said."And when I die, you can ask God to s… Read More
2021-10-03 13:33
Photo by Maude Frédérique Lavoie on UnsplashWhen I was in grade 3 or 4, I remember performing in a group play where I was a bee. The night before the performance, my mother cam… Read More
2021-10-02 10:51
I was damaged by the fallGot the wind knocked out of me,To be standing here at allI must be invincible.I thought that I would break,But now I have come to seeSomething strong and beautifulIn… Read More
2021-10-02 08:03
September 2016Around lunchtime, I met with my sister at a restaurant near my office in Makati. It has become our tradition to eat somewhere fancy to celebrate my birthday. But because… Read More
2021-10-01 14:39
Photo by Mick Haupt on UnsplashI've been under the G12 Philippines system for over seven years, until I wasn't.It took me long to notice how questionable some of the G12 teachings were. And… Read More
2021-10-01 07:59
This is a playlist of songs written by artists dedicated to and inspired by their late mothers.How Many Years, Evergreen, Where Do You Go, and October Sky by YebbaAbbey Smith (Yebba) has rec… Read More
2021-09-30 04:52
Photo by NordWood Themes on UnsplashIf there was a year I regret not enjoying,some years might come close, but not as close as 2019.The last normal year we all took for granted,before 2020 c… Read More
2021-09-26 06:55
Photo by Denisse Leon on UnsplashAntiseptic.The smell of alcohol clung in the air.A cloud of white sheets filled the room with dread and despair.A sea of strangers tending to lumps of bones… Read More
2021-09-25 08:46
from Worship Generation's Facebook Page "Salvation may be free, but it really is costly."- AnonymousCommodification of ChristianityCommodification, as defined by Wikipedia, is "the tran… Read More
2021-09-25 08:23
Photo by Aron Visuals on UnsplashPain ends.Love ends.Life ends.I could not live another 100 years in this realm.I could not live another existence in this realm.The beauty of life is that it… Read More
2021-09-12 05:54
Caution: As this is a blog, everything in it is based on my experience. You may have a different take and oppose everything expressed here, but know that my experience is valid and worth-sha… Read More
2021-09-11 14:11
Photo by Glen Carrie on UnsplashI’m 31 and a first-time voter on the upcoming 2022 national election...I was fine all those 12 years. Seemingly impervious, distancing myself from polit… Read More
2021-09-11 07:32
Earning money may not be that easy, but it is possible!All you need is a smartphone and the internet. If you are connected to the internet through WIFI or even data, you can earn from the sa… Read More
2021-09-10 15:35
Quick tips for buyers:Do Google image search for profile photo and item listings.Verified icons aren’t trustworthy on Carousell. Don’t easily fall for those useless blue icons.Ch… Read More
2021-07-25 05:20
Photo by Charles Deluvio on UnsplashThere are only so many times a person can blame someone for who they have become before realizing the real culprit. For most of my life that title belonge… Read More
2021-07-13 06:26
For context, I mistakenly loaded 500 to a different GCash number from my BPI mobile account.How did I fix that?First of all, you need to have the GCash Loading Confirmation email sent by BPI… Read More
2021-06-25 09:01
Photo by Jeff James on UnsplashIn the next 18 years or so...Will a kid blame me for having them out of my own selfish desires? Or will I die alone in my bed and still wonder why?Will my… Read More
2021-06-23 16:46
Poems have been written. Movies have been produced.Songs have been composed.And stories have been told.Every effort is an attempt to understand, to contain, and to express love as a kal… Read More
2021-06-23 07:47
Photo by Umanoide on UnsplashBelow is a transcribed excerpt from one of Conan O’Brien’s podcast episode featuring Abbi Jacobson, 1/2 of Broad City. Near the end of their insightf… Read More
2021-06-22 14:05
Photo by Gilles Lambert on UnsplashEvery once in a while, a cheap pre-owned Stephen King will appear on your default filter results — which you check countless of times eve… Read More
2021-06-21 16:00
Photo by Mukuko Studio on UnsplashWhat is home, if not a place of warmth?A refuge from the storm, a fortress from any harm?Home is where the heart is, most people will say.But is there anyth… Read More
2021-06-20 10:07
Photo by Mallory Johndrow on UnsplashThe rule of the game was simple: don't get killed. But now that everything was over, it made no difference. Everyone was already dead---a pile of corpses… Read More
2021-06-19 14:59
May 2008 - I remember waking up earlier than my alarm feeling groggy and tired. The next thing I knew, the frigid early-morning water jolted me back to my senses. The rainy season was a… Read More
2021-06-10 07:31
Photo by Benjamin Balázs on UnsplashAt last the day has finally cometo bid my farewells and then move onfrom this cruel world that I have come to know,from this life that I have built… Read More
2021-05-25 14:12
Photo by JESHOOTS.COM on UnsplashThere is something to be saidabout the joys of deep cleaning.Surprising how such a mundaneand menial task can be so alluring.Scrubbing off dirt,peeling off r… Read More
2021-05-24 15:11
Photo by Ann Savchenko on UnsplashA goal set in a distant futureto keep me going,to keep me secure.A routine to followbe it night or early morn,to create a semblance of normalcyfrom what has… Read More
2021-05-24 07:47
Photo by Daniel Lincoln on UnsplashIn the summer of 2011 as I was leaving for my internship in Mandaluyong, my mother stopped me when I was about to reach the gate. We rented, during that ti… Read More
2021-03-24 08:34
Blockberry CreativeIt started while I was watching Febby's stream on Twitch. Febby usually plays DOTA 2 but during this stream he played another game. He was doing this laser game. It was li… Read More
2021-03-23 08:29
This was a journal entry written on March 18, 2021I've been returning to this idea whenever I have my down moments. And I bet you I've been having a lot recently.Well, when I have those mome… Read More
2021-03-16 08:05
TEN Music Group and Epic RecordsPeople! It's already 2021! Stop sleeping on pop savior Zara Larsson!Have you seen the music video for Love Me Land? You should. This will jolt you to your sen… Read More
2021-03-05 06:43
Note: This is a rough draft of a story that I am still finishing.Chapter 1Mahilig ako sa scented candles.I'm in my late 20s. I live alone in my condo unit somewhere in Mandaluyong.Dahil sa p… Read More
2021-03-05 05:33
So, this number called you recently? And because you're an introvert (like me) who doesn't want to answer unexpected calls the call would end up unanswered?Don't worry.It's just BPI off… Read More
2021-02-04 06:16
I am generally a sad person.I don't remember a single day that I don't feel sad in my N years of existence.24/7 or 7 times a week. At this point it is my default mood: sad.In fact I can beat… Read More
2020-12-28 04:26
https://unsplash.com/photos/twWIq9MxPRgYou know that feeling, like a pit in your stomach, that happens whenever you are reminded of something? A pang of guilt that overwhelms you to you… Read More
2020-09-08 17:10
Photo by Gilberto Olimpio on UnsplashIt was the saddest New Year's of my life. I remember my sister visiting mama for a couple of hours at the emergency room. We were still there becaus… Read More
2020-09-07 08:30
April 12, 2020While listening to the radio, Debby Boone's "You Light Up My Life" came in and played. I was overwhelmed with memories of my mother. I was brought back to that… Read More
2020-09-05 09:30
Photo by Bret Kavanaugh on UnsplashI remember the nurse who took care of my mother during her confinement in PGH. She was funny and always cheerful, making sure she leaves her patient smilin… Read More
2020-09-04 14:46
Have you encountered the following error when paying for your PSA Serbilis using your BDO mobile?"Invalid Payment Details" is displayed after proceeding with the payment for PSA Serbil… Read More
2020-09-04 14:17
Photo by Ben White on UnsplashThis pandemic has given me the time rethink many things in my life with this question: Why do I do the things that I do? So, I focused on what I think is the m… Read More
2020-09-02 19:15
This playlist touches on the different facets of growing up and the necessary pains associated with the lifelong process.1. Both Sides Now by Joni MitchellThis playlist is opened by Joni Mit… Read More
2020-08-25 04:53
Please take note of the following before proceeding:You should already have a verified GCash or PayMaya account.You should have the BPI app installed in your smartphone.Steps:Open your BPI m… Read More
2020-02-08 10:54
Photo by David Monje on UnsplashScripture: Leviticus 26Leviticus 26 is divided into 2 parts: Rewards for Obedience and Punishment for Disobedience. This was established by God… Read More
2019-12-27 08:40
This year has been one of the best years in music IMO. Not to mention it being dominated by women. And with so much gratitude in my heart for the gift of music, here are my top albums f… Read More
2019-01-02 06:54
Photo by rawpixel on UnsplashHappy New Year everyone! With the start of 2019 I know some of you are also starting new things. Some might even look for new jobs. And if you're… Read More
2018-12-31 09:19
2018 has been one roller-coaster of a ride. And I am grateful to discover new music (and artists) which helped made this year a more memorable one for me.Here are my top albums of 2018:1. Go… Read More
2018-12-10 06:29
https://understandinginnovation.blog/2017/01/26/ignorance-curse-or-bliss/My father died when I was 3. Back then I never knew what being dead meant. What it meant to my father and also for me… Read More
2018-12-10 06:29
PLUS NETWORK, the campus-reaching arm of Kerusso For Christ Int'l, in partnership with SALT and LIGHT, brings you CAMPUS CONVERGENCE: SEIZE YOUR DESTINY!Students from seven campuses in Tagui… Read More
2018-12-10 06:29
I woke up at 9AM today, feeling tired again. It's been like this for days already. Stayed up late last night. Woke up feeling sleep deprived. I'd be preparing my lemon water before star… Read More
2018-12-10 06:29
Earlier today, before leaving for church, I asked ate for money (I always do, the independent Tobby in me encourages me to do so.) My plan was to hand it to Jett but the kid left right after… Read More
2018-12-10 06:28
Snaps taken during one of my early morning runs, when school cancellations due to stormy weathers weren't a thing yet Read More
2018-12-10 06:28
So here's a blog entry I made like eons ago. And I think it's quite fitting to repost this on my blog (this was posted on my wordpress blog on September 2010) because of the current state of… Read More
2018-12-10 06:28
Let's just say I miss the rain-less and sunny weather. Photos were taken during Chinese New Year's day, when everyone's at home Read More
2018-12-10 06:26
2018-12-10 06:26
On May 25, 2018 I went to the wedding of my classmates. It was the first time that I get to attend a wedding with the bride and groom being my college friends. It was a very memorable m… Read More
2018-12-10 06:26
I was never the popular kid in school. I remember during my elementary days (I forgot exactly what grade it was) a particular memory during our Christmas party.Weeks before the event, m… Read More
2018-12-10 06:26
This is my latest video project for PLUS Network.The music I used in the video is Hindsight by Hillsong Young and Free. If you notice the clips I used, these are anime series and cartoons wh… Read More
2018-12-10 06:25
"Cried while en route to church on the bus today. Not the heavy one. Just a prelude to an ugly cry. But I was able to fight the urge of wailing uncontrollably. Indeed I have been really good… Read More
2018-12-10 06:25
Been obsessed with Mitski's Nobody from her latest album Be The Cowboy out now. Watch the video for Nobody below: Read More
2018-12-10 06:24
Courtesy of: Republic RecordsI haven’t made an album review for a while. The last time I did, it was for Paramore’s After Laughter. Since then, I’ve listened to albums that… Read More
2018-12-10 06:22
Distracted Boyfriend meme, taken by Antonion GuillemI watched Miss Granny over the weekend with my siblings and got so many takeaways from the movie. It's heartwarming and makes us miss our… Read More
2018-12-10 06:22
I have been a small group leader for almost a year (I am currently handling at least 6 men). And as a disciple-maker I tend to get excited by the prospect of meeting someone new and eventual… Read More
2018-12-10 06:22
This happened when I was in Puerto Princesa (not that you need to know about that but it is important that you know where I was at that time). We were on a vacation with 4 of my college frie… Read More
2018-12-10 06:21
http://7-themes.com/6956040-growing-plant.htmlChange is overrated. Everyone keeps on talking about it. Books have been written about its importance. Articles and blogs are everywhere c… Read More
2018-12-10 06:21
Just recently there has been a rat infestation in our place. We would be hearing scrambling noises outside of our room in the middle of the night. The trash bin outside will be knocked down… Read More
2018-12-10 06:19
NBCI’ve been obsessing over a new show I discovered weeks ago. It’s called Making It. And it is amazing!On its first season there were 8 contestants, NBCWhat is Making It?Aside f… Read More
2018-12-10 06:18
“Rivers & Robots is an indie worship band from Manchester, UK. They combine acoustic and folky style music with electronic production and beats.” – From their web… Read More
2018-12-10 06:17
A spoken word poetry written and performed by Sheila Marie V. Bullo at KFCI's 5th anniversary celebration Read More
2018-12-10 06:15
Claire Wineland; Photograph by Larissa PerrouxI discovered Claire Wineland on Youtube. One time I’ve stumbled upon a video of her talking about her disease and how her family expected… Read More
2018-12-10 06:14
kenyahodge3778.blogspot.com“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.” - Proverbs 4:23Don’t you know that in the Bible, there are more t… Read More
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