2014-09-11 22:37
I never read my old posts. I read everything going all the way back to February, when Bob passed. I read the letter I had written to Bob, three days after his passing I think.&nb&hell…Read More
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If you're just tuning in, I am:
...A control freak
...Married do a cool dude named Shawn
...Born out of the year 1981
...Hating my every day life at the moment
...An emotional roller coaster
...And a little bit nuts
2014-09-11 22:26
When we had to put down our dog after 13 years, I cried every day for a solid month. I know it was a month because exactly thirty days later, Shawn began to drag me to animal shelters… Read More
2014-07-30 01:53
I cry most days now, pretty regularly. When I am not crying I am focusing much of my energy trying to NOT cry. I got fried chicken at the grocery store today and ate until I felt… Read More
2014-07-19 00:56
Back when Don was ordering 1,000 bottles at a time, Shawn suggested that perhaps I could quit my job and just make juice. That was OK with me. A couple of times, Mom came over an… Read More
2014-07-19 00:55
As soon as I got home, as soon as I opened the door I fell to my knees. And cried and cried. I held my dog who licked my eyeballs and cried some more.Maybe this is why I've start… Read More
2014-07-19 00:52
I thought it might help if I started wrinting. I don't think so. I feel trapped. Stuck. Unmoving. Trapped, more than anything. I cry a lot these days.&nbs&hell…Read More
2014-04-14 22:48
Today was interesting. After an hour on the clock I told Terry, "Just so we're clear, nothing's gonna change between us just because you tattled on me."Terry, who is big and dumb didn'… Read More
2014-04-13 22:43
How dare you say you understand I'm under a lot of pressure? I don't think you could even begin to have a clue. Look, I"m real sorry that I didn't go to college and take a psycho… Read More
2014-04-06 22:29
Saturday you asked me if I was mad at you. "Because of all this...."I shook my head and said nothing because the thoughts in my head are really mean & hurtful.You just make bad dec… Read More
2014-03-30 19:24
$86,000. Eighty-Six Thousand Dollars."Mickey said that Don made eighty-six thousand dollars last month," Shawn said. Why are you telling me this? Do you think it will make m… Read More
2014-03-19 21:46
Dear Bob,I really wanted to write about everything that's happened. This may be my only chance for a while but I'm too exhausted to account for the last 3 days events. I wake up… Read More
2014-03-19 21:44
Before everything happened with Bob, there was all that happened with Don. I quickly learned exactly what sort of person Don is and what he is capable of. I hope karma returns hi… Read More
2014-02-19 21:06
kelly has convinced Marge that when Bob was having his asthma attack, Sheila put "something" in his nebulizer and murdered him. They believe my paranets covered it up because they paid… Read More
2013-11-25 23:02
This morning at work I was hangin clothes and could see my own breath. Indoors, mind you. It's like tyhis every winter and every winter I am so fucking miserable. I kept th… Read More
2013-11-21 23:35
So much has happened and yet so much has not yet happened. Oddly enough, Shawn was approached by a couple of ladies through an aquaintance. They wanted a partnership to build an… Read More
2013-11-16 12:29
I'll just go ahead and say it. It should've been us to have the $20,000 per month profit store. It's easy for me to say that because I don't really know Don and Victoria. I… Read More
2013-11-13 00:22
Hope deffered makes the heart sick.--The BibleI don't know exactly where in the Bible it says that but just take my word for it; it's in there. I practically woke up crying this monrin… Read More
2013-10-31 23:35
I really hate Halloween. Why is it up tot he masses to purchase sugar filled candy for everyone else's children? It's nothing but a day that upsets my evening.At work, some of th… Read More
2013-10-31 23:25
I well aware of the irony of all this rain. It's not completely lost on me, here. Yes, Darrell did state that after he passed it would rain buckets and buckets. We could ha… Read More
2013-10-28 23:50
Soon after Darrell's passing, I received a beautiful greeting card in the mail. It reads: God works through you in beautiful ways. He's always putting you where He needs yo… Read More
2013-10-09 21:42
I expressed my concern for Mom once the barage of people filtering in and out of the house was over. Dad is thinking she'll be OK. That much remains to be seen. She was get… Read More
2013-10-08 19:39
Saturday night, October 5th Shawn was waking me up at 10:30 PM. He kept telling me to sit up. I don't know why but I thought something was wrong with my pillows and he was going… Read More
2013-10-05 23:14
What I write yesterday was ironic. Apparently early Friday morning around 6:30 am, Betty called & told Mom she'd tried to come over some time. Mom didn't really see the point… Read More
2013-10-04 20:49
If you want to see what a person with a broken spirit looks like, visit my mom. As a child I was corrected many, many times on how wrong it is to use the word "hate". You can dis… Read More
2013-10-03 20:25
The next day I was so tired I felt like I was dreaming. It seemed hotter at work and I seemed to be sweating more than usual. Sure, it's always hot this time of year but it seeme… Read More
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