If you want to contact me:@batiekear on twitter@guilda09 on instagramSlide in the DM's if you wish I am ny blogging here from now on. I've retired from my other blogs. Stay tuned: i would li… Read More
I listened to rose McGowan 's book, brave, and I have watched citizen rose, made me feel better about the time when some pedophile ran around MySpace trying to convince strangers that I am a… Read More
My ceremony was the first and last. I cannot bear fruit ever again.Praise be to those who can.Sometimes I sympathize with the Wives. My tears fall for the baby i could have if my… Read More
I left the first time my father verbally abused me.I still leave to this day. Better to cry and get the pain out then to wind up to now in the fucking looney bin again. My… Read More
There are battles I should be able to battle on my own. Due to my mental illness and being a single mom, that cannot be. Tonight is the first night I have accepted th… Read More
I will be back with my usual ramblings once I get a new chrome book. Until then I will post pics and leave short blogs. I've been writing behind the scenes. Stay tuned. &nbs&hell…Read More
When you have schitzoaffective disorder, it makes it hard to go anywhere, to travel, to see the world. It makes it hard to make friends. When you have schitzoaffective disorder a… Read More
I have a lot of books I have to read, so I'm going to be writing less on my blogs and probably share videos or links that interest me for the next few months. There will still be regular pos… Read More
I spent a big chunk of my birthday at the group therapy I go to, and my Dad bought two dozen red and green vanilla and chocolate Mr. and Mrs. Santa Clause cupcakes. The faces were actu… Read More
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I have a lot of writing on the internet, and the custom usually is that after your dead you have the opportunity to become famous, perhaps even a staple in underground culture, mainstream cu… Read More
I'm working on something for batiekear.com about the author and prophet Eric Arthur Blair, best known as George Orwell. It's one of my bigger pieces, and I'm still doing res… Read More
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"The cop was actually trying to shoot the Autistic man, but he missed."July 21st, 2016:I wanted to put my fist through a wall that day.This is not the first time an Autistic has been shot at… Read More
This is a web series I just discovered yesterday, it's really interesting, especially to introverts like me:Related articlesHow to Make a Dazzling First Impression Before the Interview Even… Read More
Set sailWe're leaving the harbor nowChristen the shipLet the city slip from the starboard bowRemember when the waves were only waist deep?When the only thing we knew about pain was scraped k… Read More
I haven't made a fan comp. in a long time. This is the first one I've done about Youtubers. Please excuse the shitty editing, but I can only work with what I have. I'm goin… Read More
This is why.The one other non verbal Autistic that I had been following on Youtube died. He was 18. He suffered from a very rare life threatening disease, and while I will never… Read More
I go through periods of my life where I can't go a day without crying. I don't drown in a puddle of my own tears, but it rises up. It closes my throat. My cheeks become hot… Read More
This is something I have to address from time to time:I cut alcohol out of my life completely. It's been a year and a half since I have had a drink. It's mostly because of my meds and the fa… Read More
I've been working on a story that is inspired by Anne Boleyn and the book Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman. This is some of the beginning of what I have so far. It's just a rough draft… Read More
I have no idea if she's been sleeping because she's exhausted from starting school yesterday or what. I just hope I can get some kind of sleep tonight, and that she doesn't wind up sta… Read More
My cousin is one of the managers of the parade this year! She and the rest of the managers were conversing with the NYPD and getting everything in formation. I hope everyone there has… Read More
I haven't been keeping up with my paper journal. I have done some writing the past year but I wound up losing most of my work since it was on my old laptop that crapped out. I ha… Read More
There are days when it gets bad. Then worse. I feel these days like I did when I was in the hospital. Instead of walls that keep me from taking a breath of fresh air whenever I w… Read More
Anyone read this? I watched the first two movies and I've gotten the audiobook to The Kill Order ( I think is the name) and I was wondering if there was anybody who has read them so we… Read More
I am waiting on a spring form pan I ordered from Amazon to get here this week, and I'm going to be going on a cheesecake spree as soon as I can. I'm starting here! Read More
Check out this book on Goodreads: The Honest Courtesan: Veronica Franco, Citizen and Writer in Sixteenth-Century Venice http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/22263.The_Honest_Courtesan Read More
A couple of minutes ago, I came into the living room to check on Lexi as I do when I'm trying to get some blogging/writing and various interwebs things I do every day, and she was looking ou… Read More