2024-03-17 00:19
She’s 27 and had gotten herself an apartment along the not-so-fancy stretch of the city. And because she’s conditioned to perform well at night, the woman had chosen a career… Read More
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As seen in the World of the Blackwidow, she dares to write the voices unheard
2023-12-09 04:20
Few months ago, I left a comfortable, stable, with knack of peaceful and enduring bourgeois life for a challenging and self empowering destitution. The only point proven to be right are the… Read More
2023-10-29 07:10
I grow a bit weary every day, as if I am starting to slip away from here to that of the world I created (and I suppose I did the creation). I’m becoming more and more Her, and knowing… Read More
2023-04-28 16:28
I like to begin by saying this is another callous compartment of my complex personality speaking. As is the body communicating and the spirit that thrives within unequivocally unaware of the… Read More
2023-02-21 06:55
One day. I know things will come for me. I’m not surprised at all. The shackle every human has on them, always leaves a mark, even when they are let go. The facade of living as human a… Read More
2022-09-20 01:47
It’s almost 8 in the evening and while a mixture of clouds and soot hovers the sky of the city, the moon does not fail to luminate its fading presence. I could only observe from the be… Read More
2022-09-08 15:17
I haven’t had sleep in 4 days. Sleep is my foe, and waking hours is my rest. You could say I started pretty early in this principle, my mama being up all night for days since I w… Read More
2022-08-28 19:29
The door is closing in on me. For the past few years, this darkness served as the port, driving me to places where the rest of uninvited have scattered among the broken souls. These entities… Read More
2022-08-07 13:15
For months and months, I’ve been hearing a lot of tattering and recognition of a certain character they call High Value Men. What’s the fuss about? Is this another generational c… Read More
2022-06-30 13:14
People dislike me. I know they do. I completely get it. Trust me. My mother told me that my mere presence is a stimuli to chaos, wherever I go, whatever the circumstance is, whichever charac… Read More
2022-06-26 17:23
The Beginning of The End
The world is full of big bad wolves. The theory of relativity made a rather complex personification of humans.. a relative restrospection of what he/she is—… Read More
2022-06-20 15:26
I was told once–the rarity of finding and catching a unicorn.But what remains a mystery is keeping it alive.Or keeping it where you want it to be.What he fails to understand are reperc… Read More
2022-05-10 18:17
There’s a man who found an animal. She was tamed, imprisoned, and cold. He watched her, encouraged her to unleash from the mount above her head, to free herself from the wearing cell o… Read More
2022-05-09 18:43
At 2:57 in the morning, I was awoken by subtle tap on my bed. The cold made it hard to look behind. I thought I heard rumble and muffled tip tapping on the rooftop. It wasn’t raining l… Read More
2022-02-18 01:01
There’s a theory.. that a woman who has finished leaves a mark to her soul. That a conviction was made he has taken over her body and mind. It is that very reason I have built a teneme… Read More
2022-02-13 19:06
Every now and then the rumbling machine stops, the door wheezes as it slides momentarily and short heavy steps ease through the opening. This time, I could see through the tainted glass wind… Read More
2022-02-05 21:14
There’s a space in between time when moment stops. Not that I enjoy or get satisfaction from it but it is that MOMENT I could venture all dimensions in silence. You could hear unspoken… Read More
2022-01-16 20:25
There’s a hollow chamber traveling to an unknown destination. You could see nothing but hear whispering, mutterings and heavy breathing. It seemed that they were pretty close, like con… Read More
2021-12-05 04:49
This has been bothering me for two weeks.
I was told by a Chinese old man, a systems engineer from MIT, that I must not let anyone prey on me.. that I must not wait.. and that I must hun… Read More
2021-11-21 14:16
They say nothing is by chance.. your history, who you are, what you’ve become and who has found you.In my case, I never left anything to chance. I make things happen. My reasons are ab… Read More
2021-11-07 07:54
On the third moon of that summer, a child white as snow was born.
She shrieked as air filled the lungs,
Delicate in swaying motions, the parents mused at her beauty.
She grew up… Read More
2021-10-16 23:22
Who am I? I still wonder up to now how no one knows. I guess we can only account the truth from our Creator. He made our untainted unique DNA, even if we sometimes have to blame the huma… Read More
2021-10-03 16:50
It was total blackness. There was only a clad tip topping of the shoes.
“Remember when you asked me if I was happy?” she asked, toned like a reminiscent distant dream.
&ldq&hell…Read More
2021-09-25 10:17
I have this firm belief there is one or more hungry beasts that live within us. Even the revolutionary moralists that grab every fuckin’ opportunity to implore the most obvious black-a… Read More
2021-09-24 15:53
We all have philosophies. It’s like a map. Mine is carved on a stone, irreversible and have no probabilities for revision or transversion. It has no whys and hows.. just a straightforw… Read More
2021-09-05 09:43
There’s a storm brewing. And after giving it some thought, I have found the perfect ending Read More
2021-08-25 16:40
A woman. While I may have been critical and instinctively superfluous in disputing a Man’s explores, some who have read the former writing agreed. The contentions I’m about to ma… Read More
2021-07-04 20:11
I’ve been wanting to stay away from work, from writing.. from people. I needed time to fill up the required energy in doing what I’m obligated to do. Such will demand devoiding e… Read More
2021-06-20 17:59
For over 30 years, my mother introduced me to a portal. She stressed that I must only use it when there’s a sense of urgency and for a worthy purpose. The next few years after that, I… Read More
2021-06-19 16:48
There was once time, no beginning and unending.
And Man becomes impatient.
He wanted to know how long and how short time is.
So he watched for patterns. A marker that will suffice… Read More
2021-06-15 14:19
To that one soul who has opened me up to another realm of escape.
That soul who got me started in this writing platform.
That soul who had once beaten up my spirit and body,
That so… Read More
2021-06-03 04:10
A gust of wind breathing warmth,
On contours of my back,
Blowing the reams of my hair, and deadened neck.
Cautious fiddling of skin, I see nothing, feel something,
Exploring the… Read More
2021-05-30 14:52
What if we’ve never left this one position our whole life?
What if, everything we’ve heard, felt, seen.. everything we’ve experienced were precalculated, predestined… Read More
2021-05-29 17:38
My nights were difficult since I was five years of age. I would wake up often surrounded by worried faces, old people lamenting on my feverish frail body. There were days it’ll be at m… Read More
2021-05-22 15:32
It’s been days and sleep is my immediate incessant commodity. I’ve been thinking about that night when my body arched from transcendence. My mouth gasped from what seemed to be a… Read More
2021-04-18 17:56
It’s almost midnight and I’m feeling great about finishing a thousand-page old book by Ayn Rand. I’m not really fond of her considering some of her liberal disciplines cont… Read More
2021-04-06 00:38
I have only three extracting questions which aim to point to three eternal entities that determine a man:
What is your truth?
How do you love?
What must you sacrifice to love?… Read More
2021-02-28 15:56
I went through the most difficult transition the past few weeks. And this is a story told as it is–plain and literal…
There were moments I tried to leave the Black Woman behi… Read More
2021-02-02 06:41
I have no diagnostic of my condition. It would be bias for me to do that. If my psychology have been tested and superimposed, it will probably take years to retrieve the information that dro… Read More
2021-01-28 23:33
I thought the resistance against a teethering spirit would be a life-long conquest. I have stood there, beaten up, playing the reformed radical antagonist, forever marked with cravenness… Read More
2020-11-14 08:34
I want to start off by mumbling the way I do within an airtight sheer walls of my privacy. And I can’t help but utter those words I could have said. I talk as if engaging in momentary… Read More
2020-10-25 19:30
It’s almost two days after my birthday and it felt unreal, ages, regular. Every year of that day, (since whatever happened), feels like a regular syntax of no significance, intensity o… Read More
2020-04-20 13:57
It’s a strange world and what’s stranger is that, for how many years we have not learned to abide by its will.
We defy the very limiting odds, precariously rebelling against the… Read More
2020-04-03 15:48
It’s crazy you know.. how people share someone else’s thoughts because they thought he/she said exactly what you could have said, though better. And in doing so, you say exactly… Read More
2020-03-31 16:14
There is some kind of darkness looming the world and it’s taking the lives one by one..intentionally targeted each life creating a domino impact. The powerful, the rich, the privileged… Read More
2020-03-27 02:23
You know, every night I keep asking God “what’s happening?”… and every day I’d be thinking, “am I seeing what I’m seeing?” Slowly you thought… Read More
2020-03-19 02:29
The villain wants to play the hero, and while most could not see because they are being lead by their respective blind dog, the worse has yet to come. Once they figure out, what could be nex… Read More
2020-03-16 03:07
People are crazy… This shit makes me laugh. Someone threw shit on your business, on your people, your country. Then that same person tried to fix it by giving you poison. And you than… Read More
2020-02-27 04:57
You know, one of the things I hate about 40’s is that my body can’t promulgate chain-smoking anymore. And the thing is, there’s an incessant need when I write.
Time flies… Read More
2019-06-26 15:56
Doing business for years, I have letdowns in being a woman. It seems that society expects a passive contingence and obedience towards a heart-bearing stimulus. A pulpit of fear, compassion… Read More
2019-06-25 15:28
There’s a man in my dream, and this man is just like any other typical man. He thirsts of heat and eyes at any maiden soul who wears her skin anointed in glassy shoes. He was to secure… Read More
2016-03-22 16:03
We are mortals. Our feelings are mortals. Our purpose is mortal. As quick as we judge the nature of one’s being, our pedantic views only get in the way of understanding the truth. I lo… Read More
2015-01-13 16:08
I have learned that there’s an ultimate bliss in running without the dense weight of baggage, neither a pebble worth on my palm. There was just heavy storm of burning heat and dry spas… Read More
2015-01-09 21:57
I’ve only started watching lectures on Introductory to Ethics under Philosophy and the first few minutes already piqued my interest with dilemma questions. A professor from Oxford gath… Read More
2015-01-07 14:30
During the latter quarters of last year, I had unofficially committed to goals which were religiously abode. I took a 15-minute workout (at night given my sleeping pattern), learned french (… Read More
2015-01-02 17:33
As I had always been fascinated by biographical theme of women in my stories, this short story came easy by observing the nature of social interactions through web.
I woke up and there was… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I was daydreaming , hearing nothing but cluttering resonance. While people go about their social gagging habits, (face and mouth involuntarily moving), my mind took me to the fields. Running… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
This is the Age of Deception. A time we are accessibly possessed by what we see, hear or feel. A moment the concept of self is slowly collapsing. We started changing when everything outside… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I am in debt. You have such confidence to buy my freedom. You who think is stronger than Samson. knowing than Pythagoras and theorists. I have to save you from assuming. This is not a… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I was mesmerized by the virility of waves that wet my feet as it kissed the shoreline. That was me. Wondering where I’ll end up in few months. I stopped planning since the time fate to… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Have you ever wondered why people easily forget memories, moments, or details of past experiences? I thought my ability of recollection deteriorated severely after series of epidural injecti… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I chose friday, not concisely thought out, only for the lack of competition that day. The gamut of emotions hinged alongside a first time prey could be described as a big pit in my stomach… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
For days, I battled the itch of moving, staunched by the promise of young generous lady or yet another, to come back. The crumbs of unfinished food from a mine of pile beside every fast food… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Man to 1st Woman Tonight I share the bed with you. Same as every night and other nights for infinite years. You lay whizzing rested in beasty eerie ways, G… Read More
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