2020-05-28 07:52
Welcome to the second part of my post about DID.
So, let’s talk about the alters. Most people with DID have a name for their system (this means the primary + alters) – I don&rsqu&hell…Read More
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Izzy Dizzy is a born and bred KLite. She enjoys life by filling it with wonderful family and friends. She has travelled and worked abroad and speaks multiple languages except Idiot.
OMGs when she tastes good food and she is well read, as well as opinionated. She loves a good conversation with people from all over the globe. Izzy is also thoughtful and sensitive to her surroundings, loyal to those whom she loves, but cross her and youuuuu're out!
Life is too short to deal with trivial complications is her motto. She wants to share all the wonderful things in life that she has experienced (and continues to experience) with you. Quite often, she talks to herself to convince herself that everything is going to be alright :)
Would you like to be wonderfully weird?
2020-05-23 02:48
It’s been ages since I updated my blog. Since the last post, I’ve grown older, wiser (I think) and a pandemic had occurred. Every country is in lockdown and while it’s some… Read More
2019-12-08 01:59
At least that’s the last part for me. But, for everyone else it’s just the beginning.
I realised I’ve successfully transferred my pain and anguish onto all of those who lov… Read More
2019-10-17 01:12
I never posted much on mental health day or awareness week, because I believe mental health disorders/issues need to be talked about every day. It’s uncomfortable for a lot of people… Read More
2019-10-04 11:20
For a long while, my life was about aggressively working towards elevating myself – a high position in an International company (got it, hated it), casual relationships (fun, but felt… Read More
2019-07-03 07:14
I’m turning 39 this year, unmarried, and obvs no children.
Every year, I’ve a few married friends and relatives asking me (ALWAYS from women) –
“When are you getting… Read More
2019-03-30 03:03
The things that hurt you, that caused you pain don’t define you. Nothing that broke you, caused you the most intense damage, deserves the right to define who you are. They are things t… Read More
2019-02-23 08:32
I have hardened for a reason.
There is pain inside.
It hurts to let you in.
I’m scared of being seen.
Yet I long for you to see me.
I need to know I’m safe. I need to feel your l… Read More
2018-11-26 00:58
Most of us carry so amazing dreams within ourselves. Dreams that can positively change many lives. Dreams that can make us feel alive and vibrant. Dreams for which we were born.
In recent ye… Read More
2018-11-07 16:18
If you were in a relationship with yourself (and the way you treat/talk to yourself), would you consider it abusive?
Would you look at yourself and consider it lucky that you have such an am… Read More
2018-11-06 03:02
On 19th October, I turned 38. Thirty-fucking-eight. And it felt great!
37 certainly brought me a year of growth beyond my beliefs. The biggest heart break of my life until today was the loss… Read More
2018-10-08 04:35
All my life, I’ve always felt as if I need to give people what they want and need without thinking about or putting myself first. Now, I remember clearly the day I revealed my truth &n&hell…Read More
2018-08-22 12:29
Wanna know what I can’t seem to overcome? My fear of day-to-day life.
My story begins as a young girl. Always anxious, always afraid of the “what ifs”.
I was so anxious eve… Read More
2018-07-29 10:06
Something I’ve always wanted to write about but been avoiding:
#1- Survivor Girl. She’s 7. Despite her age, she’s a fighter and survivor. What did she survive? A lot. She&r&hell…Read More
2018-06-28 06:14
I had a dream.
I stood alone in what had been my childhood bedroom – staring at the dresser with a familiar discomfort. My fingers clutched at the handle of the third drawer from the t… Read More
2018-06-25 04:24
29 years of suppressing my trauma.
29 years of not understanding why the fuck I am the way I am.
29 years of not having my opinions be heard.
29 years of not knowing what’s healthy, wh… Read More
2018-04-20 08:05
Waves wash over me .. they recall,
In bruises black waves,
The breakers roll.
A gentle lap,
Swept aside,
Aside.
All angry crash,
Borne away by the tide.
Just the horizons sadness and the sta… Read More
2018-04-19 02:50
It took some time to get here.To tell this story.To share it here.It wasn’t easy.It isn’t easy.It’s scary.I feel as if I’d be judged.Then, I think to myself;
I don&rs&hell…Read More
2018-04-14 09:23
Most people think I have it all together.I don’t.I have my good days, and then, I have my bad days.
Three days ago, I was confident, was full of love, light and groove. I was singing a… Read More
2018-04-12 08:31
A few weeks ago, I wrote about falling into depression, self-love and how I struggled with it, but with time and consistent hard work, I’m able to love and care for myself.
A couple of… Read More
2018-04-07 08:38
Last Wednesday, I had an anxiety attack. A break down. I was on the train back home and all I wanted to do was to get off the train ASAP.
But, I didn’t. A lady kept me company and trie… Read More
2018-04-06 03:00
HAPPINESS is a CHOICE.
LIFE can be SO amazing one moment.
And then, PAINFUL as hell the next.
It can be MESSY.
And then, it can be MAGICAL.
We can feel broken. So broken. And damaged.
And th… Read More
2018-03-30 05:51
Dear Self,
I know you struggle sometimes.
I know you often feel broken and burnt out.
And I know I don’t tell you enough,
So here it is:
YOU ARE WORTHY.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
YOU ARE LOVE… Read More
2018-03-22 09:29
Staring at simplicity
Realising divinity
A woman is alive,
Within her, a child hides,
Though darkness beckons
And cynicism threatens
The inner child calls
To disregard it all.
In spite of th… Read More
2018-03-20 08:35
I started doing some self-love recently and here are a few things I learned along the way:
IT IS NOT EASY.
It takes A LOT OF HARD M*****F****** WORK!
It can be very uncomfortable.
It can bre… Read More
2018-03-16 08:48
I lost the only person whose love I never had to question.
I lost the only person who made me feel less alone.
In 2007, I lost my mum.
And for years, I felt lost and went through all kinds o… Read More
2018-03-16 01:45
I believe love is about letting go as both of them represent an opposite thing of control and force – trust.
Trust is something that is hard for me to do. It’s because diving int… Read More
2018-03-02 00:08
There is this guy who is venturing to put together the puzzle of me without a photo on the box to help with this navigation.
Some days, I am missing six pieces, other days, maybe 12 pieces… Read More
2018-03-01 23:36
I usually get very upset at ignorant people, but l don’t anymore. Well, not as upset as I used to be. Lately, I just pity them for their lack of understanding and compassion, as well a… Read More
2018-02-27 02:46
Anxiety is waking up at 2am from sleep because your heart is racing.
Anxiety is stressing over thoughts and feelings that may or may not be real.
Anxiety is having a hard time catching your… Read More
2018-02-16 04:31
I was woken up by a nightmare.
And woken up to the stillness of the night.
To oppressive silence.
No one to speak to.
No one to cry to.
All I had, soon as I look… Read More
2018-02-13 02:35
If someone says to me, “you deserve better”, “you’ll be fine”, “other people have it worse than you” or “it takes time” one more time, I… Read More
2017-12-01 00:46
Often, I sit and think to myself,
– why can’t I move forward?
– why do I sabotage myself?
– why do I easily feel anxious, depressed and self-critical?
In every one of… Read More
2017-11-08 10:22
There are moments in life when things unexpectedly shift from a deep, gloomy shade of blue to a lighter shade of sky, and then eventually the gorgeous pinks, reds and oranges of a sunrise.
W… Read More
2017-10-26 02:54
When you have CPTSD, everything is harder to cope with – getting up, getting ready, going out, meeting people, mingling with the crowds etc – it’s not an excuse, it re… Read More
2017-10-05 08:13
On 19th Sept, a day after a very emotionally exhausting day, I decided to treat myself to a day out. After walking around for an hour or so, I went to the loo and heard a girl crying in the… Read More
2017-05-20 04:21
I was probably 19 or 20 when I decided that marriage wasn’t a priority and I didn’t want children. I remember telling my late mother about it, and she said; “you’ll c… Read More
2017-05-12 11:31
I was diagnosed with Complex-PTSD in January 2017. I wasn’t prepared for the identification. It has always been something I heard over the radio or in TV shows / movies. Not something… Read More
2017-05-04 11:49
I haven’t updated my blog in a long time. I’ve been MIA (not that it really matters to anyone since I don’t think many people read or even know this blog exists) for the l… Read More
2015-11-30 13:15
When I was abroad, I was surrounded by blended families, and I, myself was involved with a divorcee with kids. In the beginning, it was pretty easy, as it was a long-distance relationship &n&hell…Read More
2015-11-29 13:03
So, an old friend of mine recently emailed these questions – it is her way of catching up with all of us (from secondary school – a very small number of us in the chain email). I… Read More
2015-11-25 07:52
I was sitting in the living room, my heart broken into smithereens, my body convulsing with every failed attempt at silencing my sobs, re-reading the messages, as I tried to make sense of it… Read More
2015-11-23 12:33
Recently, I had an insane epiphany. I’m quite certain it came from a place where I was just tired of giving in to certain individuals, and I came to realise that they simply did not de… Read More
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