2011-03-15 14:31
It has been a long time since I last posted and with time comes change. The devil on my back has come and gone and come and gone and is in the process of trying to climb back up again. An… Read More
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2011-02-05 12:55
Love and War?How does the saying go... alls fair in love and war. That may be true but to whose detriment. I feel like someone always loses and its probably not the one who made the statemen… Read More
2010-11-25 21:08
I cant believe I have been back home for 6 months now. I feel like I just got here in terms of what I have actually accomplished. I suppose if I really think about it I am in a better posi… Read More
2010-10-28 00:40
Before I begin, a little note: I am prescribed Ritalin for ADD and I am an adult, my experiences may not hold true for the younger people on these meds. I also have no training or degree in… Read More
2010-08-05 04:51
Every night I stare at the ceiling, the walls, anything not to close my eyes.Anything not to see you in my eyes.I feel the pain, its turned to a constant strain.Death is lurking nearby tryin… Read More
2010-07-31 06:50
So much has happened, I dont even know where to start. Im coming from a mostly clean mind, Ive won some fights but sometimes I feel like im losing the war. Everyday is a struggle and most… Read More
2010-07-31 05:53
I dont know if I will actually get through the last 3rd tonight but it should stand as a testament to my state of mind that I have made it to this point in relatively little time. That bein… Read More
2010-07-31 05:52
So after a looong drawn out period of searching for employment, I am finally working. I had been looking for a long time for anything other than what I was doing with my last steady job. I… Read More
2009-10-04 01:31
I am not sure what makes someone decide why there life isnt worth it anymore... I can only give my own perspective. Many people think its a selfish act but how selfish is it to give up the… Read More
2009-09-30 17:38
I need to start a new job, any job cautiously optimistic about Cheese, need to call today to find out what the outcome of my interview and subsequent call to my old GM was. I am no where ne… Read More
2009-09-07 01:03
"What matters more than the mistakes you make, is what you learn from them" T.I Read More
2009-09-07 00:56
Im not really sure what to make of myself right now... Maybe just because I am reading the books, but I feel like Bella when Edward left her in the forest. I could I have been so stupid, ev… Read More
2009-08-20 00:20
" Lately ive been hard to reach, ive been to long on my own, everybody has a private world where they can be alone. Are you calling me, are you tryin to get through, are you reaching out fo… Read More
2009-08-10 22:57
So, its been a couple months since my last post and im not really sure im any further from that spot... That being said, I didnt re-read it because I probably would be embaressed by what I w… Read More
2009-06-21 00:10
I was hoping that I hadnt actually posted that post last night but as I was reading it I became more convinced that my theory of people being there most honest when drunk was proven. I woul… Read More
2009-06-20 01:22
As I went through my old emails on an account I rarely ever check, there were a bunch of emails in there from ed. I guess not a bunch, like 3... Two of them nice and one of them typical hi… Read More
2009-06-16 18:08
Things are at somewhat of a standstill, with everything. Im finally away from all the sub, never going back there. Things have happened with Eds work, the company was sold and Ed is basica… Read More
2009-05-25 18:30
Ok, so now having been through the worst year of my life and on somewhat of a continuum from mediocre to worst still as a daily measure now. I thought that I made a life changing decision w… Read More
2009-05-23 22:24
Candle (sick and tired) by White Tie Affair... This is a perfect song for me right now. I feel like Im being swallowed in by myself, im losing myself to the quiet and shame and sadness a… Read More
2009-05-22 17:36
Ugh... I feel like I've had it. Im struggling from day to day, hour to hour. Im so alone and this is really a time that I have needed support the most. I hate this feeling of never knowin… Read More
2009-04-26 19:15
Such mixed emotions, I am finally free from that devil on my shoulder and yet now I have to face the fact that im left with nothing. Ive lost my best friend, I am on my own and dont even kn… Read More
2009-04-16 15:57
Well finally being at the end of my rope, which I thought I was at before, I finally made an appt and went the 12 hours without and am now almost 3 days without that devil on my shoulder. I… Read More
2009-03-16 22:45
I wonder do you feel as lonely as I do?Does your heart beat in time with the rythum of mineDo you feel as I do when ours hands entertwine?I miss your touch, the fun we hadHow can I sit here… Read More
2009-02-27 03:49
So I went to G's house to work on the survey thing for E's job, he decided that he was going to call G and find out what else needed to be done and what the next steps were. G said he didn'… Read More
2009-02-21 03:39
Since ive gotten back to WPB things have gotten better rather than worse like I thought. I finally stood up to E and told him his bullsh*t was just that, bullsh*t. I was sick of it and real… Read More
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