2008-06-14 00:55
cartoon from Gaping VoidDTW, again and always. Upgraded, a thrill for me as well as for Power Girl. Thank God we’ll get some sleep, and the little china houses filled with liqueur the… Read More
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What's a broke-but-fully-employed girl to do? Why, start selling her services, of course. Can it be done without losing husband, self-respect, etc? Only time will tell.
2008-06-04 04:20
I went to the doctor, I went to the mountainsMe: I think we should be not-friends for awhile and see how that works out.Him: OK, I'll talk to you...later.(sound of two car ignitions)And ther… Read More
2008-05-27 19:42
Just so's you know.Hoping to write tonight.Thank you for reaching back - it truly helps.xoM Read More
2008-05-24 02:01
As the Ex and I drive back from our little vacation (more later), I call Big City Lover and let him know that no, I can’t continue my drive to Midwestern City, I need to go home. Husba… Read More
2008-05-20 04:42
(I am not Christian, but that is the language I know how to speak)* * *Every time I come here:This is it. This is the time I have gone too far. He will not be here this time.The cobbled stre… Read More
2008-05-19 22:56
I did *try* to write every day. And mostly, I did actually write at least something. And then was felled at the knees by lack of internet, lack of privacy, and much mental time occupied by b… Read More
2008-05-10 05:44
(Because tonight I rode in a tank top and jeans in a no-helmet state, legs wrapped around the driver (no pegs), arms wrapped around him, speaking softly into each other’s ears. Harley… Read More
2008-05-06 12:16
So many things are different in the cold light of day. Here's the fault on my side: I should be more willing to defend, more willing to say, when someone says, "He was a B-List Boy. He still… Read More
2008-05-06 04:26
Grief fills the room up…Lies in his bed, walks up and down with me(King John)I am mad with grief. I am past caring if I give away my power by telling too much, past caring if I am stu… Read More
2008-05-01 04:54
I breakfast with Beautiful Girl, two days in a row. Sunshine, patio, internet, business, boyfriends. She knows me. She knows nearly everything. I have written her paeans, she has been my fav… Read More
2008-05-01 04:53
At the gym, in a moment between sets, Power Girl notices my elbow. “You have a bump – do I have that bump?”I hold my elbows side by side to show her the white, raised, dime… Read More
2008-04-24 05:25
Free-associating. Late. And Power Girl is out dancing at a dive bar (In the car: "Now, what do you do, Third Friend, if someone asks to buy you a drink?" "I giggle and say nothing!" "No, you… Read More
2008-04-24 04:59
1) Word ProblemMandy plans to fly to Eastern City to be driven by Ex-Lover to his home for “friend time”. Ex-Lover writes that she should instead fly into Midwestern City where h… Read More
2008-04-21 04:41
(Just a moment)Young Turk, yet another musician, is fussing with food and the fridge, he's asked if I'm sated and I'm not, but I'm not hungry for food. We've come from our respective work da… Read More
2008-04-20 07:48
We sleep back to back, pressed tightly against each other. 5AM and lobby call for us both.Folk Rocker goes to the door, still damp, still wrapped in a towel, and peeks out to see if there&rs&hell…Read More
2008-04-20 01:48
(Finally) Also, there is a paragraph in here that has previously been posted, but this story is where it belongs. Indulge me.* * * I go to a big city and meet Folk Rocker. It’s been a… Read More
2008-04-18 03:01
There is the blank page.There is the empty notebook, the block of time constantly rescheduled, filled in, replanned. No time to write, so busy! So busy…I have been having a writing ho… Read More
2008-03-30 15:13
I am on my own again and in London, England. Holler if you'd like to coffee, Pret, or show me something I'll never find on my own (and I'll warn you, I go off the beaten path, it's a place I… Read More
2008-03-13 07:14
Next week, I go to Amsterdam. It's to be a long-delayed honeymoon for Husband and I, his first time to Europe, my eighth? Ninth? And as per usual, I dig through old notebooks, smiling at who… Read More
2008-03-11 08:41
...so to speak. Things still troublesome - - Hate iPhoto- Can't play my favorite solitaire, for which I may yet install Windows.- Something's funny with my iTunes, it won't sync up my podcas… Read More
2008-03-04 07:20
Gentle Readers - I am so darn cold...I'm in a geographical location right now that just involves being cold all the time, and it's sapping my will to live. I swear I'm trying to write, but b… Read More
2008-03-02 08:41
I am learning a new language. It takes him awhile to get hard. I am used to younger men, I am used to older men popping pills, taking my sore pussy a second time, a third, ready to go again… Read More
2008-02-29 07:19
(Should they happen by, I hope that each of the three men I was with this week will assume this bit happened to one of the others…)I’m fantasizing before I come. I often do, cal… Read More
2008-02-26 07:42
(beautiful muffins from Foodbeam, where the recipe also lives)Sunday morning, lazy Sunday, and Husband and I have brunch at a local foodie place. We nibble muffin samples, I observe the pric… Read More
2008-02-25 06:16
(there would be photos, except that there is mac.)I take a plane to Midwestern City, a place of ice and ugliness, where I am going to see Zurich. Lately he has been unusually unguarded. I fi… Read More
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