2015 to 2016 Holiday has been probably the best holiday in my life. the sheer amount of things I have done, people I have met and experiencing all of this with an amazing boyfriend who has enabled me to enjoy and hasn't cause me or us any head ache, not even a little one.
holidays are difficult things - especially when you work for an entire year and your expectations and hopes are so high. this is your time to rest, relax, do loads of things, get back to yourself, find your current state, explore new dreams, set new goals.... get to know your boyfriend more, get into another stage in your relationship, met his parents and entire family, see his home places.
i was nervous, i was excited, i was tired, i was stressed, i was in love. leaving for this holiday, i hoped his parents are going to like me, that his family would approve of me. i hoped that i would be able to get to know him better, connect with him at new levels. i hoped i would get some time for myself to get some peace and re-group after a whole year of work. i hoped to find some direction for 2016 and the future.
it's very easy to allow all of these hopes and expectations to interfere with the actual enjoyment of the holiday. it's easy to allow things that don't raise to your initial thoughts get to you.
the truth is that everything was so perfect. sometimes too perfect to be true. D is just amazing at taking care of everything. doing everything. of taking care of my needs and my wants in the most subtle manner.
he is just the best. he is calm even when things are not going 100% ok, he is focused when attention is required. he never makes mistakes, he is reliable. whatever he says, he means it and it's 100% factually correct.
he is helpful and very flexible. with an easygoing and relaxed energy, i felt just relaxed most of the time. he might do too much and not allow me to do enough. i am not used being taken care of this much. it's nice to experience it for a change, but i am not sure where the limit and healthy balance is because i've never even been close to how he is with me: taking care of everything, completely leading me, like a man in everything.
i've never had a holiday in which you just enjoy the holiday without any major dramas, without any fights, without any problems or issues. it's pretty good.
i am so happy and grateful for these amazing weeks. for giving me a glimpse into the normality that i always strived for. the normality that i always craved so hard to have. the balance that I always have searched so arduously.
i found peace, stress free, relaxing... those dreams and hopes for my holiday have come true. we have done so many things. i loved his family, they liked me. he opened up more. i got to know him better. i felt closer to him. all of my hopes for the holiday came true. he didn't fail me once.
holidays are difficult things - especially when you work for an entire year and your expectations and hopes are so high. this is your time to rest, relax, do loads of things, get back to yourself, find your current state, explore new dreams, set new goals.... get to know your boyfriend more, get into another stage in your relationship, met his parents and entire family, see his home places.
i was nervous, i was excited, i was tired, i was stressed, i was in love. leaving for this holiday, i hoped his parents are going to like me, that his family would approve of me. i hoped that i would be able to get to know him better, connect with him at new levels. i hoped i would get some time for myself to get some peace and re-group after a whole year of work. i hoped to find some direction for 2016 and the future.
it's very easy to allow all of these hopes and expectations to interfere with the actual enjoyment of the holiday. it's easy to allow things that don't raise to your initial thoughts get to you.
the truth is that everything was so perfect. sometimes too perfect to be true. D is just amazing at taking care of everything. doing everything. of taking care of my needs and my wants in the most subtle manner.
he is just the best. he is calm even when things are not going 100% ok, he is focused when attention is required. he never makes mistakes, he is reliable. whatever he says, he means it and it's 100% factually correct.
he is helpful and very flexible. with an easygoing and relaxed energy, i felt just relaxed most of the time. he might do too much and not allow me to do enough. i am not used being taken care of this much. it's nice to experience it for a change, but i am not sure where the limit and healthy balance is because i've never even been close to how he is with me: taking care of everything, completely leading me, like a man in everything.
i've never had a holiday in which you just enjoy the holiday without any major dramas, without any fights, without any problems or issues. it's pretty good.
i am so happy and grateful for these amazing weeks. for giving me a glimpse into the normality that i always strived for. the normality that i always craved so hard to have. the balance that I always have searched so arduously.
i found peace, stress free, relaxing... those dreams and hopes for my holiday have come true. we have done so many things. i loved his family, they liked me. he opened up more. i got to know him better. i felt closer to him. all of my hopes for the holiday came true. he didn't fail me once.
