2016-12-26 22:47
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2016-12-25 22:13
Of course this is the dream of many. Including me. How many times have I sat, on a Sunday night before starting a new week at work, thinking how would it be if I didn't have to go to work on… Read More
2016-10-28 09:13
I am experiencing my ultimate idea of freedom. This is a bold statement, but I am making it because I really thought that this would only be conceptually possible. So my ideal freedom s… Read More
2016-10-27 19:22
It really felt that I was in the Matrix. That I had taken both pills at once and just had 2 parallel but equally real experiences. I am in a car with D. He is driving. Fast, as usual. I… Read More
2016-10-24 19:26
fear is such a nasty, debilitating feeling. fear of pain is just the nastiest feeling in the world. it's this ugly, meek and cowardly creature that just creeps on you and just don't see it c… Read More
2016-10-24 18:44
keeping my dating life with normal guys met on online dating apps and my BDSM/ sex party lives separate feels like I am a psychopath. it feels like I lead this double identity life where on… Read More
2016-10-23 22:30
yes. at some point, from the shy girl that couldn't even walk around in a women's changing room naked.... i have now gone to my first party. they say women in their 30s reach their sexu… Read More
2016-09-26 10:10
So thought I'd put together a few rules that I found during my dating experiences. I think these are quite useful to jot down to remind myself sometimes. 1. Guys will normally go f… Read More
2016-09-09 13:02
seeing you at lunchtime was heartbreaking. again. seeing someone that you care about suffering is one of the worst feelings in the world. especially when that person doesn't allow you to hel… Read More
2016-09-06 12:54
It’s amazing what even the smallest amount of time with yourself, starring at a plan blue sky does to your brain and feelings. It gets me perspective, it cleanses me and heals me. In f… Read More
2016-08-18 08:24
I've been struggling so much since your last email. More than I thought it was possible. All week I have been in a zombie state. I have left work every day at 9pm hoping to get home too brai… Read More
2016-08-17 22:25
From D, after my last email communication with him gave me closure. I feel strong, empowered and good for being able to move on. We can try and stay friends, whatever happens, I know where I… Read More
2016-08-16 07:20
after a year and half together, I would have described my ex bf as a robot. and then, i discovered that he isn't. it only took us breaking up to reveal that. this is the email he wrote… Read More
2016-08-07 22:27
i was broken. i was searching for my way for a long time. i had just started to find something that resonated with my soul but i never knew if it was really music or just a brief sound… Read More
2016-07-17 21:34
after the all-time best being told to your face that your boyfriend doesn't love you and is with you just because he cannot be fucked to deal with meeting girls from online dating sites, it… Read More
2016-07-13 11:10
there are people that we are lucky enough to come across in our lives which are unique. some search for connection most of their lives and do not have the fortune or ability to meet anyone t… Read More
2016-07-12 15:14
your lack of awareness around your own self, your own feelings, reactions and your own happiness is astonishing and shocking. you say you have no interest in talking about feelings, abo… Read More
2016-05-11 15:20
In a lot of relationships I found from either my own experience or from friends' experiences that a partner says things, promises things and then their actions do not follow through. As… Read More
2016-04-27 20:36
Envy occurs when we lack a desired attribute enjoyed by another.Jealousy occurs when something we already possess (usually a special relationship) is threatened by a third personAnd so envy… Read More
2016-04-18 21:32
I seem to have, somehow, ended up with quite not an open minded boyfriend. which is particularly funny, since i am one of the most open minded girls you could be in a relationship with… Read More
2016-04-11 15:51
It's something very hard to quite describe to its full potential. And when you don't have and miss it, it is even harder to try to create it. In my experience, this is the stuff that yo… Read More
2016-02-29 21:01
i had such a lovely weekend. thank you so much for all the wonderful and random stories about your woodwork and lack of history teaching, talks about nuclear weapons and EU membership. i lov… Read More
2016-02-29 20:59
a weekend away is that kind of cliche solution to a couple's problems. maybe it's a cliche for a reason. i couldn't tell you exactly, but it definitely worked for us. after a rough… Read More
2016-02-22 21:55
from being dumped by the man whom you've spent the last year with, sharing some amazing experiences, including meeting his family and thinking that he guy is totally in love with you, to the… Read More
2016-02-22 21:33
"Are you as miserable as I am?""Yes :( I feel like an idiot. And feel horrible for hurting you."D. came over on Sunday at 7pm. He said he was sorry. That he takes it all back. That he w… Read More
2016-02-22 20:47
20 people. coming over to my place. party organised for weeks. i had catering, drinks and entertainment all planned. a pinata. a magician. a musician. an international crowd. a PJ theme, so… Read More
2016-02-22 20:26
Saturday, 1:10pm. D. texts me to say he is not going to be coming to my house warming party. Things haven't been that well between us in the past couple of days. I decide to go to his a… Read More
2016-02-09 14:02
me and D set out to build a coffee table and a tv stand for my new place. i found some stuff that i liked online made out of pallets and he said that they would be easy to make, rather than… Read More
2016-02-09 14:02
me and D set out to build a coffee table and a tv stand for my new place. i found some stuff that i liked online made out of pallets and he said that they would be easy to make, rather than… Read More
2016-01-10 11:10
i've always felt that my boyfriend is lacking the communication skills to express himself, to open himself up and let me into his inner world. last night, he told me that he doesn't hav… Read More
2016-01-09 12:45
i would say this is a bit of a headfuck to get your brain around, yet something so easy and simple for most of the times. i make connections with people all the time. i make people rela… Read More
2016-01-07 20:57
i am not good enough. you make me feel like i am almost there, like there's something to get even better, something that i didn't get quite right, not perfect enough. you make me feel l… Read More
2016-01-03 21:59
2015 to 2016 holiday has been probably the best holiday in my life. the sheer amount of things I have done, people I have met and experiencing all of this with an amazing boyfriend who has e… Read More
2015-12-31 14:22
because even doing retrospectives of the past years is a bit of a stereotype, it is good practice to sit and reflect about the past in order to learn from it and gain focus for the future.&n&hell…Read More
2015-11-10 22:37
i have never really given too much importance to this bullshit about meeting the family. that could be because my parents have always encouraged me to bring my boyfriends back home, to… Read More
2015-11-05 22:04
the reason I'm even writing about this is because I have never been with a man in a meaningful relationship that I would consider my equal. Some of them start off with some equal potential b… Read More
2015-10-20 21:15
i wouldn't wish this upon anyone, but I have to say that facing your fears is empowering and totally worth it. so it comes a time in one's life when, despite all efforts to never g… Read More
2015-10-13 21:25
Dear you, When or if you ever read this, you will know it's you straight away. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I read things, I see things and I think abo… Read More
2015-10-04 21:01
I have had a not so plesant family incident. My grandmother whom I am very close to and love deeply has been bed bound with a knee problem and collapsed in the middle of the night in her own… Read More
2015-10-03 23:32
that's how i feel tonight. for some reason, i had it in my head that i'm going to have it easy. for the first time in my life, i am living on my own and feel that I've got a home. I feel hap… Read More
2015-09-14 10:53
You know how some things in life just hit you like a bag of shit over your face and you didn't even see them?Well, I was so scared of this happening if I ever tried to talk to D. Burning, sk… Read More
2015-09-08 13:11
Some days, same features about someone maybe appear like a good thing. Some other days, those same features may be seeming like not so good. Things like independence and not being overl… Read More
2015-08-09 17:08
You know when you go out with friend a for drinks - and when you're single you basically act in a silly, flirty way with everyone... At least that's what I do because I can, because it's fu… Read More
2015-08-03 19:20
Just in case you're wondering, yes, this post is going to be about the Bondage, Discipline/ Domination and Submission/ Sadism and Masochism. All my life I have had an interest in this… Read More
2015-08-03 19:13
Hey...I am fully aware that me emailing you is fucking weird. I have debated with myself whether I should ever even send you this. Many times. About 5 per second. But then, I have no ot… Read More
2015-07-19 18:15
Because I'm such a 2-sided, 2 extremes, bipolar, 2 opposites coexisting ... person ... I have always been seeking balance and harmony in my life. I am naturally inclined to get stressed… Read More
2015-07-19 18:11
I don't have a bad life. I was in Portugal 2 weeks ago, drinking Port wine and eating some of the best seafood and fish I've ever had. And champagne sangria - which I highly recommend. In a… Read More
2015-07-19 18:11
So jealousy. A strange feeling. What a strange thought. Who knew? It all started with my forgotten toothbrush. I normally bring one but a few times it has happened that I forgot about i… Read More
2015-07-17 14:14
In Porto. In July. I'm here with my beloved cousin, he's like a little brother to me. I'm 31. Spent the past few days going around with Segways, electrical Renault Twizy cars, taking a funic… Read More
2015-07-14 17:45
It's sounds insane right? If you are in a relationship, that you shouldn't feel alone. A relationship is all about companionship, it's a shared connection. A relationship is 2 people ta… Read More
2015-07-13 21:55
Adam, I've just started to read this book and it's really good. I'm really enjoying it and the wisdom contained inside, but most of all, experiencing how it makes me feel. Adam, my hear… Read More
2015-07-12 00:54
I am drunk. From drinking... Don't have any illusions that I am drunk of happiness or something metaphoric like that. I am crying, I am scared and did I say I am scared?? I am… Read More
2015-06-01 21:56
Because I'm such a 2-sided, 2 extremes, bipolar, 2 opposites coexisting ... person ... I have always been seeking balance and harmony in my life. I am naturally inclined to get stressed… Read More
2015-05-23 21:16
where do I even begin? We worked together for 3 months and yet we haven't spoken together more than 2 times. The first time was about Australia, because he is from there and I had just come… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
because even doing retrospectives of the past years is a bit of a stereotype, it is good practice to sit and reflect about the past in order to learn from it and gain focus for the future.&n&hell…Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
There are a multitude of ways to LOVE. Ways that need improving, ways that could use a bit of refining. Ways that hurt yourself and ways that hurt other people. I know that I have to wo… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I am sorry I left. Again. You've got to understand that you make me feel so in pain that I just have to leave. I just can't deal with it. I feel so hurt, so unloved, so unwanted, s… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I was down. I was very down. I have dark, terrible, painful, lost moments. Moments of confusion and moments of despair. Moments of total desolation. I have been in and out of moments like th… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Tonight is the first time when I'm properly, undoubtedly, massively missing Adam. It's not a nice feeling and it's not nice what monsters is creating in me. Monsters that I thought were gone… Read More
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