My Jesus...
When they treat me so poorly it hurts me to my very core...
I want to retreat forever and give up in every way
I just don't see any purpose or worth or what each moment is for
My heart doesn't see the happiness in every brand new day.
I try to search for understanding and make sense of it all...
But no matter what I do there is nothing I clearly see
All my Strength is gone and my spirit to you begins to call
Searching for hope and promise among all the calamity.
Tears begin to come down as my spirit reaches out for you...
You wrap me in your presence and send your great love around me
You understand how hard it is with all I'm going through
But you'll give me the strength to extend forgiveness and mercy.
So I place everything into your hands for good and all time...
You will work it out with grace, grandeur and much more
I want to be just like you nothing greater will I find
I will try to be at peace as I look to you on Heaven's shore.
Amen
