2am

Raja beta: “ghee ghee ghee” “aaaaauh” “umh umh umh”

Me: turns, *touches Pamper to check* *its full*

For once, i confidently did not Switch on the dim light.

Pamper removed, taped and kept aside.

Took another pamper n it felt wet.

I reluctantly feel my bedsheet, my pillow and reach for my phone, which is also wet.

Now, i cant switch the light on, i cant shriek, i cant use a wet-wipe to wipe pee. I silently cry n sleep on my sons pichkaari wali pee.