2021-08-04 13:58
I feel helpless a lot. I feel defeated often. The pandemic is still raging on with the new Delta variant. Fox is gaslighting it’s viewers and telling bold face lies. That is nothing ne… Read More
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2020-11-12 03:43
Today was a struggle for me in more ways than one. Winter is here and it kills my body! My brain ALWAYS goes into the thought of how I feel on narcotics, but it only focuses on the good part… Read More
2020-10-26 04:59
Things get so heavy in life that you are forced sometimes to take a moment and pause. Take time to admire the sounds of running water, or a bird’s song echoing through a forest. It is… Read More
2020-09-20 22:52
It’s been a surreal year thus far. A pandemic covered the world, and we all went into isolation. America faces dire times because of Donald Trump, the supreme court balance, and fascis… Read More
2020-09-20 22:01
The season is changingColors burst from the treesThings are not the sameI’ve been arranging and rearrangingI’m close to forgetting your name I was stuck in a valleyThen the path… Read More
2020-06-10 21:14
I wish I could make you seeI wish I could give you compassionThat flows from inside of meSo you could feel the way you hurtSo you could understandI needed to be freeYou were killing meWith h… Read More
2020-06-08 23:19
I sit here and reminisce about a version of you that didn’t really exist because I’m still slightly broken. Then I have to remind myself about who you really are, and were. I wat… Read More
2020-03-11 02:09
You tried your best to destroy meIn hopes that you would feel aliveYou took everything I offeredTurned truth into liesI gave, and I gaveUntil I had nothing left to giveYour selfish ways cond… Read More
2020-02-25 01:17
I have these thoughts in my head that I know are lies, but a part of me wants to believe them because it is easier that way. It is easy to believe I’m not enough, I’m in this jou… Read More
2020-02-17 21:20
I’m about to breakI just want to disappear Was it love I wasted?So shallowI had to sacrifice myselfIn attempts to save youIf I could change my lifeNot have been your wife It’s no… Read More
2020-02-16 14:19
I use to say to people well I only drink a few times a year. I’ve done a lot of reflecting over the past two weeks about my actual drinking because I’ve heard stories and read st… Read More
2020-02-16 04:46
This month marks 16 months clean from opiates. I recently started attending NA/AA meetings. I have come to realize that the reason I have only ever made it 2 years being sober is because I n… Read More
2020-02-15 15:28
Someone asked me the other day, “What are you looking for Rachel?” I’ve thought about that question a lot. I just want to be loved the right way. I want someone to be my fr… Read More
2020-02-10 00:28
I wrote my mum’s eulogy. This is what I will read for her when she passes in the near future. She is in hospice care facility and has end stage COPD. My mum had a remarkable life, but… Read More
2020-02-02 01:42
It has been a challenging, and an enlightening day for me. I have been reflecting on today for several hours and have also been reflecting on the past 16-17 months of my life, and have come… Read More
2020-02-01 23:38
A gift was presented to me I had no recollection of needing it Until I received it I went searching for something But I was unsure what it was I didn’t know it was necessary Until the… Read More
2020-02-01 23:06
Just when you think you’re healed something shows up in your life that reminds you that you still have work to do on yourself and you’re still a little fucked up, or maybe a lot… Read More
2020-01-31 00:10
There’s a place I need to go Only the troubled would know Where my mind plays tricks And memories remind me That life isn’t easy And love is hard Where I wished upon stars And se… Read More
2019-12-09 03:17
My entire life has been a roller coaster ride. I’ve been abused, beaten, lost, addicted, obsessed over my image, I’ve been strung out, strung along, taken advantage of, hurt so d… Read More
2019-09-15 18:11
My mind’s eye envisioned a beauty A beauty to be reckoned with My calculations were fuzzy Scrambled in the depths of my soul How was I to know? You were the beauty I imagined You were… Read More
2019-09-09 06:15
I know some of my decisions have had some people wondering what was my line of thinking over this last year of my life. Some wonder why I declined opportunities that other women would die to… Read More
2019-04-30 08:55
My dad was the most brilliant man I ever knew. He was strong, the smartest man I ever knew, he was stern, but so loving. I miss him every single day of my life, and I miss him most when I la… Read More
2019-04-30 00:57
The divorce was finalized September 7, 2018 and I can honestly say I felt no sadness, no pain, no sorrow except for our children. Inside I felt free. I felt free like a bird that had been ca… Read More
2018-10-15 01:45
Armin, I have a lot to say to you and I need to do it in the way I do best, words on paper. This is not for you, but this is for me and for our kids. Writing this to you may bring you… Read More
2018-10-13 05:28
It was July 2004 when we got married in Ohio. Our daughter was 4 years old. I knew it wasn’t the right thing to do. I was doing this huge thing for all the wrong reasons. I was keeping… Read More
2018-10-09 03:04
The pregnancy did not start out great. I was almost certain that I wasn’t going to carry it to term due to complications I was having from the very beginning, so I was not going to get… Read More
2018-10-06 04:28
Most of my readers know I have not had an easy life. Some of you may not. I’ve been molested, sexually assaulted, raped, beaten, and I just recently left a verbally/emotionally abusive… Read More
2018-10-05 09:00
People said I could be who I wanted to be I could do what I wanted too They never told me that men ran the world And there would be rules I would have to twist and tumble over Like an Olympi… Read More
2018-09-12 12:40
Shadows haunt me They’re always there Strangers in the moonlight Slithering Dusk til dawn Dancing in my surroundings Reflecting things I cannot forget Scars I carry on my soul Seeking… Read More
2018-09-04 20:54
I didn’t want to think he broke me, but I can’t live in denial. I’m broken to some extent. He won some aspects of the war he waged over the many years because I conceded to… Read More
2018-08-22 08:03
Whispers falling from your lips Calming my heart with a smile A love so bold I’m so into you I’m so into you It feels like satisfaction until you explode Writing me promises thro… Read More
2018-08-20 16:29
I’ve spent 17 years of my life married and loyal to a man that neither deserved me or respected me. I spent 19 years total with him. We are now going through a divorce because someone… Read More
2018-08-19 03:28
I can’t breathe when you’re around You suck the life from every room Raging from a devil That lives deep in your soul I’ve tried to help you let go I feel as though I&rsquo&hell…Read More
2018-08-18 19:12
It has been a long time since I’ve taken time to write to you. There are a lot of reasons why. School and my beautiful daughter’s took first priority in my life for a while and t… Read More
2017-11-04 07:15
The heavy fog is lifting Common sense is setting in The hold you had over me is easing And I can finally start to breathe I woke up today, and the sun decided to shine I can see the light at… Read More
2017-11-04 03:22
This is a new song I wrote. It’s a working collaboration with my daughter. A new video will be coming very soon for you to enjoy. -JustOrdinary I’m digging my way ou… Read More
2017-11-03 06:05
This is a song I wrote and I gave it to my very talented daughter to put music to. So the collaboration is something I want to share with you here. Be sure to like, subscribe, and share. I h… Read More
2017-08-27 23:05
I’m having surgery on Tuesday, August 29th to have some lymph nodes removed from the right side of my neck in the back that showed up in March of this year. I have swollen nodes under… Read More
2016-05-19 03:14
Casting stones From a glass house you live in Maybe take a look in the mirror See what you really fear Settled in a life you hate The neighbors you constantly rate By the house they own, the… Read More
2016-05-19 02:36
It is time that our nation takes the stigma that surrounds cannabis and completely remove it. We must begin taking rational steps in solving problems we face with addiction to opiates and ot… Read More
2016-05-13 01:34
I have been a chronic pain patient since my first back surgery in 2005. A little background: In 2005 I became unable to walk. Neurologists found a nerve tumor in my S1, L5 nerve root which w… Read More
2016-05-12 01:09
She stood on stage where she played her part? A part she never auditioned to play. She stood on the mark someone else placed. Putting her center stage. She felt like running stage left! Her… Read More
2015-10-07 22:54
This is the fifth and final poem in my set of poems for the creative writing assignment due tomorrow. This last one was tough. It took me a while to decide which option I was going to go wit… Read More
2015-10-07 21:00
This is the fourth out of the five poems needed for the creative writing assignment. We had a choice to write a response poem to a poem we were assigned to read. I chose to do a response poe… Read More
2015-10-07 17:51
This is the third poem written for the creative writing assignment. I used the photograph below to inspire the poem in me. I hope you enjoy it. I enjoyed writing this poem the most. Now onto… Read More
2015-10-07 17:20
This is my second of five poems for my creative writing class assignment. I used the photograph below to inspire myself from the webpage she instructed us to use. I was not allowed to write… Read More
2015-10-07 16:16
I have to work on an assignment for my creative writing class right now, poetry! I have to write five poems with a minimum of 800 words for the total packet of five poems, the poetry has to… Read More
2015-09-24 20:43
The stench of disinfectant, urine mixed with sweat was almost too much to bear as I followed the guard down the dark corridor towards the area set up for the interview. Anticipation and angs… Read More
2015-09-20 21:53
“Why are you late tonight? Let me guess! Brad ran out of gas, and you needed to run him to the station, and then back to his car to fill it up? How is that for a fucking excuse tonight… Read More
2015-09-19 03:33
(DISCLAIMER: This is the final draft of a creative writing lesson I am doing for my college course. This is a fiction story and though some of the details can be found in real life, this sto… Read More
2015-09-16 22:37
The stench of disinfectant, urine mixed with sweat was almost too much to bear as I walked down the dark corridor towards the area set up for the interview. Anticipation and angst gripped me… Read More
2015-07-22 17:08
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2006-06-07 11:16
It is almost hard to believe… This is me… There are things I want to say to you But I know it isn’t smart to speak Flooding my mind with thoughts With pleasures I… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Dear Jen, I know I tell you all the time that I love you. I know I tell you that you brought light into my dark, dark world often. I mean every word. I want you to truly believe it in… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Thoughts of you When I look at him I feel a burden start to set in What is going on here?Why is this here? Who am I anymore? Fighting to the core To keep my vulnerability Not thrown o… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
I feel so small right now in this crazy ass world we live in….I just found out beginning of this week my house was sold underneath my husband and I…and we have to be out in Feb… Read More
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