2012-03-16 00:08
I finally told Granola that I think I am relapsing. Yes, I have been skirting the issue for several weeks, (ok months) I came clean telling her that I have been fighting this thing. &n&hell…Read More
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This is my what up to the world. We shall see if anyone at all reads it. I don't much care if they do, I just need a place to let go of all these thing in my head.
2012-03-12 15:05
I am sorry, sorry,sorry. I hate that I can’t control my emotions. I don’t know how to be the person anyone wants to have around. I know how to be needed. I know how to make… Read More
2011-09-01 23:09
damn therapist doesn't know me at all she thinks my ultimate desire is a husband I am chocking on the force feeding of normalcy. I think Hot mess Hair is out of her fecking mind. I need to t… Read More
2011-03-11 09:16
So here we go, again In a small closet there is a little girl. She is hiding there behind he sister's dresses and the Sunday shoes. The beat up sneakers and smelly socks. All the way i… Read More
2010-11-11 11:07
I admit it. I am avoiding all emotions. I am using all my obsessive thoughts and ineffective behaviors to do it to. I am finding myself bent over toilets, bags. garbage cans and even the bus… Read More
2010-11-01 10:32
How did I get here so fast???? I have been asking myself that question too much lately. I found myself bent over plastic bags puking my guts up today. Why, plastic bags? your asking. Because… Read More
2010-10-29 08:08
So here I am, back. I have lost it. The delicate control that I had for fence sitting. ED has returned shining like the light at the end of a dark tunnel. Begging me, goading me, with her si… Read More
2010-07-21 17:59
Edog kicked me out of her office yesterday. It is a long story. Basically, she asked if I was restricting I told the truth and said yes I was, She handed me a chain analysis form, and sent m… Read More
2010-07-20 16:03
Yellers old friend, I have returned, from a pit of desolation. Well I have put one hand outside the hole anyway. Whatair, whatair, so today I am alive and I got paid my little pittance… Read More
2010-03-16 10:34
I committed safety to E-dog last night. I am committed to using every skill in the book. Having said that I feel an overwhelming sense of urgency to prove that I can be perfect at dbt. Is it… Read More
2010-03-15 22:13
I am a loser it is confirmed. I am also so mad that I could spit pit bulls. So E-dog today. I think things are going fine. She pulls out the old "therapy interfering behavior for her"… Read More
2010-03-01 20:04
So i weighed myself today,(boo fucking hoo) . Why did I do this shame inducing thing. Because I had to know, well no not really. I am going to the doctor's today and I wanted to be pre… Read More
2010-02-25 02:50
Thank you, E-Dog for my sanity hour today. Recovery is a bitch. Grape and Drama therapy is fucking hell. But without you I would be in a pit of despair. how long till my life gets bett… Read More
2010-02-23 20:26
hip hip. I started training today. For what I don't quite know life in general maybe. I met with Nic the personal trainer. She started me on my weights and strength training today. I f… Read More
2010-02-20 14:40
I can't stand waking up crying. With voices screaming in my head ranting about, hatred and death. Fear blinding me from the deepest part of me. Okay I know that this sounds ridiculous… Read More
2010-02-13 13:55
hee hee I joined a new gym this week. It is spectacular I could see myself getting totally lost there forever and ever. I see this as a new opportunity to show the world I can handle it but… Read More
2010-02-06 15:18
So, A couple of days ago I am looking up new supplements for blood sugar and thyroid so I can get some help. Low and be hold, I come across a total supplement and herbal store in af. Who wou… Read More
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