Wickedness. That’s a word I never get quite right…a word that describes the things I want to play with. It’s not about the Pain for me so much anymore, though that’s not to say I don’t still enjoy it. Physical pain is…too sharp.  The thuddiest club does not penetrate the way a wicked word or gesture will. Just now I was in the bath and started thinking about what I would do if I had to pee.  Well...

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