5th February, 2015
Lady Emanuella,
One World Heart-Earth
4613 N. University Drive
Box 469
Coral Springs, Florida 33067, U.S.A.
Dearest Lady Emanuella,
It is with deep abiding sadness, regret and heartfelt contrition and devastation that I write to you and your company, One World Heart – Earth to offer both entities my deepest, sincerest and most humble apologies for the inappropriate actions taken by me without your knowledge or consent here in Australia whereby I allowed my shadow side to take over and place myself as the authority of the celestial RoseLight healing modality that you so valiantly and with much duress earned the right to release to humanity and which I fully acknowledge have now caused the creation wave of empowerment which was connecting our Australian Sanctuary members to our global family heart to crash harming years of your life’s work.
I take full responsibility for all inappropriate thoughts, actions and deeds that have created this situation in my country that I love so dearly and for the pain, hurt and spiritual betrayal that I have caused to all of our beloved Sanctuary members whom I also love dearly and can only pray that one day they are able to offer me their forgiveness but I fully understand if they cannot find it in their being to do so. Clearly this was not my intent but in allowing my ego/shadow side to shine through this is what I have created and the pain in the core of my being will not allow me to rest until I have rectified this for I know I have created much work for our Emanuella who will now have to come in and correct the damage I have caused by not communicating with her in an open and honest manner.
Please, dear hearts of Australia, do not lay any of the blame on Emanuella or her company, One World Heart – Earth, for she was not aware that I had taken it upon myself to act as her educator and quite rightly, she is upset with me. I have undermined years of her very hard work on behalf of humanity and she deserves only your loyalty and love and also your compassion for she also is upset at my behaviour and the result of it. When I look at my actions I am horrified that I thought I could act in this manner for I am like all others, trying to find a way out of the darkened matrix into the enlightened matrix which the One Absolute Source has now provided humankind. At times, I have flippantly discarded this truth. My soul will know no rest until the damage I have done has been rectified.
This Divine Feminine, Emanuella, is assisting us to grow into a personal partnership with our Creator and by my actions I have shown that I ignored the opportunity to work in Direct Partnership with this Enlightened Being!! What a fool I am to have bypassed this magnificent opportunity.
I have completely overstepped my position as Regional Coordinator of the RoseLight Sanctuary’s in many ways, not the least by charging money to attend our annual gatherings and the workshops where I set myself up as an authority, again without Emanuella’s knowledge or permission, on not only the functioning of the Sanctuary’s but of the understanding of how the Celestial Roselight Bridge works. How could I possibly know this as I have not lived it enough, my knowledge has come from what Emanuella had shared with us all and therefore, without being certified in it, I could only create distortion in her teachings and alter the understanding of others which is exactly what my actions have done. The fact that this healing modality must be offered freely through a loving heart somehow escaped my logic which indicates that I surely must be in denial and distortion myself and did not listen to the protestations of some of our Sanctuary members. Well done to them for being much more aware than I in this area and sticking to their principles.
I also thought it ok to introduce parts of the Global One Hearted Way teachings that Emanuella had expressly advised we were not to do, into Sanctuary, thereby creating more distortion and confusion within the souls working with this modality and by my actions have caused the Creation Wave of Empowerment to crash here in Australia. What was I thinking??!! And yet again, I continued my delusion and advised souls in Australia that all communication to Onhi should be run through me only, denying their ability to assess Emanuella directly. I completely understand if no one ever forgives me for my arrogance for I have damaged those who trusted me to guide them further into the Light. I have also broken the Honour and Integrity agreement that I legally signed promising to not change anything that Emanuella had expressly written without her permission. It is after all, her Trademark. I can only hope with all my heart that Emanuella can find it in her heart to forgive me for my betrayal and allow me to remain part of God’s unfolding plan for humanity.
I humbly beg forgiveness from All involved in working with the celestial RoseLight bridge and hope that in time you may all come to understand that my mistakes were absolutely not ever intended to create the pain, betrayal and distortion they have caused and that I am completely devastated that my ignorance has done exactly that. The position of Regional Co-ordinator of the RoseLight Sanctuary’s in Australia has been removed from me and rightly so for I have proven I am not really ready for it and I wish all a heartfelt complete recovery from my betrayal and, with Emanuella’s assistance, a restoration of the empowered creation wave and Celestial Bridge so that we can benefit from this co-creative partnership between God and Humankind. I honour the life’s work of Emanuella and All who stand true and straight by her side.
Kind regards,
Debra Mackay
Thank you Debra. I accept your apology and I forgive you. Souls do get caught in ego and that is why having a community of hearts supporting one another is so valuable. We are moving forward and establishing action committees for the Global Rose Light family of hearts. These committees and their members will be published on the Onhi Blog in several days. Your apology will be sent to all Facilitators in Australia on your behalf.
Abundant Light, Love and Life,
Emanuella
