I am dealing with a recent dwi. This ia very hard for me. This will be the 4th one in 21 yrs. I am very scared and upset. I did not think I was a failure until this happened. I got dwi in 1996 and in 2002 and 2006 and now in 2017. I have not had any other tickets. Ive not had any other driving issues. I am 50 yrs old and I am thinking about ending my life over this. I will lose my job and everything else and i dont wisb to say all the things that may happen. I thought myself a good person, but i am divorced and i have an average dull job. My family is old and frail. My kids are good. I talk with them now and then.i Fear that my life is over and that i have dissapointed anyone who ever cared for me. I am a shameful loser and I fear taking my life. I wish I knew how to have a good life. I was given the chance. I am so empty and alone and afraid.

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