See there are on so many things about life that I didn't know and you know what? I still don't know a whole lot about what the future holds for me.Yet what I always knew was the kind of Mother and Wife I wanted to be because if nothing else.....these have always been the contents of my dreams.I always knew I would have children to watch grow while loving them endlessly....and I always knew I wanted to have a husband to Love and protect us as a unit. Now with my Baby girl on the way,it's half of my dream being fulfilled....as I said I don't know what else will be revealed however of this I'm confident.....God doesn't put these desires in our souls for naught.I strongly believe that he really had given us from birth the knowledge and strength for the life he has prepared before us.We may not know what the future looks like or what roads we will take to reach our destination however he knows.And that....well that is all the hope I need to hold on to the promises of tomorrow.
   Now don't get me wrong,some days I'm hopeless and feel absolutely helpless when it comes having Faith and Hope but then I remember how He loves us.....i remember that even when we don't deserve it His mercy allows us to have favor! So every opportunity I have, I pray for his Mercy and his Favor in my life because I truly believe with all my heart that he has my best interests at heart. Although we do have the option of choice...which can highly affect the length of the battles we face...at some point realization will hit and you will see that you have had what you needed all along to not have to run around that mountain a gazillion times.Coz I've noticed even within myself I've had to jog,walk,contemplate on the same issue more than a few times before It hits me......I could have got it right the first time around had I been silent.....had I used the wisdom and knowledge He has instilled in me from birth. But it doesn't matter how long it takes....when that clarity hits home.....You will see how loved you have been! So loved that he is patient and never hateful towards us no matter how many times we mess  up a perfectly good existence ......That"s God! That's Love!
Nehoosers hopefully if you're reading this you've managed to take a word or two from my spew. Until next time..........

Be Blessed! Be a Blessing! Love! 😙😚