I just got hit smack dead in the head by something and I just felt the need to share.....See,I realized that I had become so cold,my Heart was beginning to be hardened after the many dissapointments I've experienced.For a while I even told myself that I no longer want to forgive people for the stupid ish they do and maybe I really no longer believe in the Love Unconditional  that I have spent my years praying for.I actually got comfortable with continuously pushing people away without even allowing them the opportunity to see my most valuable commodity.I got so tired of being hurt that I no longer wanted to care about people....friendships or relationships or family. I got tired of being the bigger person...tired of having to forgive people who never even admitted to their wrongs...tired of going hard for the same people who let me down...tired of putting my heart,my peace,my life on the line for people who will never take that step for me.And so I decided to stop Loving....I decided that my heart has had enough but what I didn't realize was by putting my heart on ice,I was killing the one thing that makes me ME!.
   That happy-go-lucky, weird,funny,sarcastic,forgiving individual that wears her heart on her sleeves.....I lost that part of me for a while which means I started becoming someone I could not recognize. I don't know if you're gonna really get me but I'm legit having a moment here.Hindsight is a mofo 🤔. Coz now I see,being cold isn't me.....being hard  isn't gonna work for me....giving up on Love out of fear isn't me.. Being stuck in unforgiveness is definitely not me!.
  The only thing that's carried me through Life is the fact that God made me with this lil heart of mine to love thoroughly....inspite of....regardless of.......and if i'm being completely honest with myself i very much rather be that girl that loves too much...gives too much....does too much than allow myself to be so changed by circumstances or people that I'm no longer proud of the person I'm becoming.#EPIPHANY of 2016!.

That is all...Can you tell I'm really having a moment?? 😏 She's back.😉

Be Blessed!Be a Blessing! God bless!😚