He is leaving the country on Wednesday. And he will do it a lot of times in the future. Here is note to myself –

I am not going to cry about this. Not because I am not sad that you are not going to be with me, and that you are going to be very far away, but thats trifle, if we compare it to how proud I am for that they want You there and that you are so talanted. Also, it is supercilious to want you to be with me all the time. The highest wish for me is to see you happy, inquisitive and fullfilling your dreams. I can’t explain or describe how proud and thankful i am for having you in the world, for having you as a friend and for having you as my significant other.

I will always wait for you to come  back.

Monday, 03.10.2016.