It’s baby season right now- lots of people I know have just given birth to babies or are going to deliver soon. There’s a saying here that July-Aug-Sep is a prime season for giving birth. Perhaps, because they’ve been conceived during winter when couples tend to snuggle close to each other, hence, more intimacy??
My husband and I have decided not to tell anybody – not even our parents and siblings that he has azoospermia. Apart from doctors who we seek treatment from, obviously. Islamically, spouses are meant to be like garments for each other and one function of a garment is to cover up flaws and defects. It’s not a secret that we’re suffering from infertility but it’s our private business how we chose to deal with it, so, I’ve convinced him that there is no point in letting others know our exact condition. Friends and well-wishers will pray for us either way, revealing our condition is not going to make a major difference in their lives.
Last month, I had bleeding for 17 days, this month, I’ve begun bleeding again. I try my best to remain stress free, but it seems like I have more abnormal days than normal ones. I’m currently taking unani medicines for removal of chocolate cyst. It’s a three month course, of which 2 months are almost up. I have tried every sort of medicine for my hornonal disbalance from allopathic to homeopathic to ayurvedic to unani to naturopathic to simple home remedies, but the problem only seems to get worse as months pass by. I think I will have to visit a different gynec once again and get tests, sonography and hormonal reports done all over again.
For the time being, I guess I will just have to remain patient and hope for a positive outcome. If it’s dark in your life right now, be patient as the sun always rises. If it’s light right now, be thankful but know that the sun must also set. Praise your Maker for both the night and the day, and know that He never sets.
