The gym opposite my work has just replaced the Red Balloons. I think they have an excess of red balloons and they're just getting rid of them. I note with interest that a bundle of them have ended up in the tree next to the gym. I am amused.

On the whole, my work isn't that bad. Any money is good because it pays towards travel, the people here are nice, I get to talk to a lot of people, I get to see balloons, and some REALLY pretty women walk past my window. But some things suck. The pay isn't great, and I have to be in here at an ungodly hour - 9AM!! I am not a morning person. What really sucks is that I've just discovered that I might be getting RSI. My elbow was hurting, I moved the keyboard and now it's my forearm. RSI would suck, I hope it's something else. Unless I could sue the company, that would be good. I like them, but not that much.

Hmmmm... relationships. Relationships are interesting at the moment. I was with N the other night. I know she's got a lot of stressful things going on and she's been having a hard time of it lately. But the other night was the first time that I've really felt that it might impact on our relationship. We were lying in bed together and the whole time all I could think was that it felt like that would be the the last time we were together. I just had that feeling that you get before you break up with someone of "This is the last time I'll be doing this with you". I don't know why, I just did. Something about her attitude. The next day it wasn't there as much, but it was a bit. Hmmm... we shall see, I suppose.

Some of you may remember M4. We'd had a bit of a thing going about this time last year but I'd been in a weird place and didn't want to commit. Then I had a holiday romance with B2 which she got very stroppy about and we fell apart. Recently though we've become friends again. We've been meaning to meet up but things keep getting in the way. I've been randomly flirting with her. Since last night I think there is a possibility that it might turn into more than flirting. We're both taken and we've both made out with people who aren't our partners, and we both fancy each other. I'll keep you posted. But I'm going to try to stay faithful to N even if things might seem a bit rocky.

If this pain hasn't gone away by lunchtime, I'm going home. It's not good.

Also, God doesn't have a beard - he is a beard.