YOU EXPECT ME TO SIT FIXED IN A POSITION FOR LONG HOURS DOING NOTHING BUT OBSERVING MY BREATH? THAT'S REALLY SICK.I AM A LIVING BODY WITH FIVE (+1) SENSES AND NOT A LIFE LESS STATUE TO BE AT A FIXED POINT.AND DON'T START SAYING THAT IT IS FOR MY BENEFIT, THAT IS HARDLY GOING TO PAY ME.I MUST PAY FOR IT IN DEED.PLEASE DON'T TAUNT SAYING 'HEALTH IS WEALTH'
I AGREE THAT HEALTH IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR US BUT STILL TO HAVE IT BY SUCH A STRENUOUS AND IMMOBILE TASK SEEMS PURELY INSANE. I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS SOME ENERGY BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING BUT IF I HAD TO EXPERIENCE IT,I WONDER IF I CAN.NO DOUBT THE ANCESTORS PRACTISED IT AND SUCCESSFULLY MANAGED THEIR BODY-IN AND OUT-BUT IF I HAVE TO....THIS MAY ACTIVATE MY SENSES,IMPROVE MY INTELLECT, SHARPEN MY THOUGHTS, NOURISHES MY HEALTH,EXTENDS MY LIFE TIME BUT STILL I CANT AGREE TO BEING THROUGH ALL THAT. OF COURSE I KNOW ALL THIS IS POSSIBLE BUT IF I HAVE TO DO IT....
WHAT PULLS ME BACK? WHAT MAKES ME STEP BACK FROM THE PATH I EXPECT TO TROD?IS IT THE FEAR OF DOING IT OR THE EFFORT I HAVE TO PUT OR THE TIME I NEED TO SPEND OR ABOVE ALL,THE SHY FEEL I HAVE TO UNDERGO? WHAT MAKES ME AWAY FROM DOING THIS SO CALLED PERSONALITY DEVELOPMENT ACTIVITY,'MEDITATION'.
