so sad. i haven't been here in SO long. :( but, it's a "new year" so i feel the time is ripe...in the past few months, i have been trying to become more and more organized (or perhaps anal and compulsive :D ). i have been trying to keep track of things: what i do with my time, what i Spend, exercise, and what i eat and how much i spend on food (it's a lot, because i eat out a lot) in order to