Next dimension shows me in....While I get lost hopelessly. Or Hopefully.
Much so depends on how I look at it.

I am Listening to "Encore" and floating away in my turquoise sea-sky of dreams, probably dreams of a levitating samurai. Occasionally, wielding a katana and moving slick. Superhero slick with my ninja kick.

In my fluid aggression; I get connected with a river. She teaches me to be a giver; of love, opulent generosity & the idiosyncrasy.

While all these cosmic thoughts play my mind, I thwart the dreamy wave and fall back to resemble the hate that I cave (inside) . But then it's time to change. This hate. Only draws the negative in and out of me. Funny how it takes a Rhonda Byrne to acquaint with "The Secret". Something that I've known sub-consciously for all my life.

I don't think it's so terrible any more. Enjoying this indecisive laziness of mine.
Living in these untouched, unconnected and seemingly independent moments of my life.

Or rather phrases; as you read.

And then I question my existence; my purpose for everything I do. I see. I write & I weep. Coz' I can't connect those dots.

In doing so I reminisce recent lyrics by Anthony Kiedis :

"Tell me now I know that it won't just stop!
    You Will Find Your Flow When You Go Robot!"

All this for my wish to be fluidified**. To find that flow; which I've never known. As nothing is as cool as the water. Not even the ice. No pun intended.