I fell asleep on the couch again.
I woke up to a hazy blue light shining through the dark of my surroundings.
With a click of the remote the TV fizzes off.
Staring blankly into the dark I lay thinking.

I think of the past.
How great things were.
How bad things got.
How things have changed.

I think of the present.
I think where I am in life and how I got there.
I think of what I want and haven't done.
I think of who I am from the past till now.

I think of the future.
I think of if I will be doing well.
I think if I will be married to a wonderful girl.
I think of a pair of paths to every choice I can or can not make.
I think of who will I be in the time to come.

Pulling the covers over my body.
Feeling the cool touch of my pillow as I close my eyes.
I'm growing distant.
But I don't care.
Just live life.
Enjoy the time you have.
It may be over soon.

I fall asleep once more on the couch again.