Occasionally I think about this blog and tack on a "I probably should Delete it" at the end of my thinking. Sometimes I get paranoid that ex best friend has found it and that this is why he is refusing to acknowledge my presence in the world. I think of all the fights between J and I that are chronicled here, my high hopes in the beginning and the realization that this is just another relationship, with good and bad sides.

But then I realise that I have now had this blog for about five years. Although I have not been actively blogging that whole time, I have been pouring my heart out more regularly to this blog than to anyone I know in real life. Since then, I have:

• Moved house 5 times
• Stuck with J even though he drives me nuts most of the time
• Held 5 different jobs
• Had two dates with my first boyfriend
• Moved countries once
• Started studying again
• Bought a flat
• Almost fallen out with my parents like a billion times
• Taken almost double ECTS credits for a whole year
• Made I'd say three new female friends
• Become an auntie
• Passed 11 exams with flying colours.. OK, at least with colours trying to take off
• Gained personal experience of working with psychos(patients and staff)
• Visited Hungary, the Czech Republic and the continent of Asia for the 1st time
• Learned ABA tutoring
• Knitted my first baby item
• Rounded 80 in WoW

And, I just found out, scored a glittering A in last semesters main exam! Wohoo for me! With such a list of triumphs there is obviously no way I could delete this blog. Yet.