I feel so numb lately. I miss him so very much and then I feel stupid about it then I Beat myself up for missing him and then I break down and start missing him again.
I never want to love anyone ever again. I never want to let anyone else in because I don’t want to ever feel this way for another person.
I’ll put on a happy face and pretend I’m not dead inside.
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