Nowadays I keep asking myself why do people decide to have Babies. It seems I have forgotten why I wanted to have a baby. I have imagined I would feel unconditional love, but in reality all I feel is fear and anxiety. Why did I want a baby? Was I living in a fairy tale? Is having babies in reality just trouble and no joy?

I am so confused. Please remind me someone why do you have babies. What it's like to be a parent? I am so tired of being pregnant!