Work today from 9am-5:30pm on black friday was horrible , from the second I walked into work there were far too many people trying to grab something from all these deals like TVs and crap. Being an adult is fine but being at work for so long while my family all have the day off really sucks , but sadly that’s retail maybe one day off a week while my Wife and kids have the weekends and sometimes more. Work was long , very long I mean El and I txt all day and I called her on all 3 of my breaks but I was looking so forward to coming home after a long stressful agraviting day.
When I got home the kids ran up to me yelling that they both missed me and was happy I was home which was a relief and comforting , El was in the shower and also excited I was home. From there we all got dressed and headed to her friends house to drop off the 7 year old to go and play with his friend for a bit while me , El , and our 10 year old went to Bobs furniture to order some stuff for our new apartment. While we were leaving El’s ex called to talk about his work schedule changing and when he can and can’t pick up his 7 year old son. Yah I was getting a little agravited at that dropping off the kid to her friends and playing his music playlist in the car. Ok maybe I’m crazy but it was a long ass day and all I wanted to do was Relax with my wife , nothing else. I get upset sometimes and it’s a problem but I love my wife I love my kids , I’m insecure when El tell me to not be. I clearly have some things I need to work on I’m learning and growing everyday I just need to be happy if I wanna be happy , I am for the most part and she does make me very happy but when I work all day with no help and I wanna just come home to my wife it shouldn’t be a battle. At the end of the day I seriously need to calm down , relax , and be thankful for what I have , a beautiful , smart , funny , sexy ass wife that loves me very much. Instead of always letting things that aren’t important bother me.
It’s been a very long day and night , I have work tomorrow 9am-2:30pm , I’m going to try and sleep but i don’t know if I will be able to I have quite a bit on my mind. El went to sleep mad at me and the kids are sleeping so I’m just laying here in bed trying to relax and figure out how to not let everything bother me. I hope you all have a great night and morning and I will see you all tomorrow. Sweetdreams , sleep tight.
When I got home the kids ran up to me yelling that they both missed me and was happy I was home which was a relief and comforting , El was in the shower and also excited I was home. From there we all got dressed and headed to her friends house to drop off the 7 year old to go and play with his friend for a bit while me , El , and our 10 year old went to Bobs furniture to order some stuff for our new apartment. While we were leaving El’s ex called to talk about his work schedule changing and when he can and can’t pick up his 7 year old son. Yah I was getting a little agravited at that dropping off the kid to her friends and playing his music playlist in the car. Ok maybe I’m crazy but it was a long ass day and all I wanted to do was Relax with my wife , nothing else. I get upset sometimes and it’s a problem but I love my wife I love my kids , I’m insecure when El tell me to not be. I clearly have some things I need to work on I’m learning and growing everyday I just need to be happy if I wanna be happy , I am for the most part and she does make me very happy but when I work all day with no help and I wanna just come home to my wife it shouldn’t be a battle. At the end of the day I seriously need to calm down , relax , and be thankful for what I have , a beautiful , smart , funny , sexy ass wife that loves me very much. Instead of always letting things that aren’t important bother me.
It’s been a very long day and night , I have work tomorrow 9am-2:30pm , I’m going to try and sleep but i don’t know if I will be able to I have quite a bit on my mind. El went to sleep mad at me and the kids are sleeping so I’m just laying here in bed trying to relax and figure out how to not let everything bother me. I hope you all have a great night and morning and I will see you all tomorrow. Sweetdreams , sleep tight.
