Hi guys this is my first greentext. I've been wanting to do one for a while but never have until now
>be me
>be 17 as well as a pretty Mello chill mega beta guy
>last every relationship was shit, loved them to death but mainly just got cheated on
>dated a 8/10 redhead for like a year and half maybe 2
>madly in love with her
>new guy comes to school
>she talks about how cute he is
>being insecure and protective, this upset you
>try to blow it off
>go on a date to go see a movie but theater was closed
>went to olive garden instead
>sit in the Eclipse for a bit just kissing
*she want to fuck*
>she gets in back of incredibly tiny car
>pulls leggings down like dtf?
>be like yup and whip it out
>asks if you have a condom
>be like naw but we never use one
>she like nope not ducking
>pulls her pants up and gets out
>left in car with raging boner
>struggle with pants and go inside
>she orders cheese pizza and I order chicken marsala
>pretty disappointed with my meal
>drive her home and she tells me how much she loves me and is all cuddled up to me as I take her back
*next day*
>she gets in car accident
>not injured
>totalled her car
>just got her license a week before
>send me a text saying I just got in a bad accident
*hit oh shit meter*
*worried as fuck*
>never texts me again that day
>next day see her at school
>go up to her upset because she never let me know she was okay
*we had class together right before lunch, french 2*
>Gf writes me a note in middle of class
*we sat next to each other*
>says we need to talk
>says she needs a break
>says we're breaking up?
>She said for now yes
>get up and walk to other side of class to sit with a friend
>bell rings for lunch and I gtfo
*heart broken. Gave everything you could to her*
>Drop out of high school to avoid her
>found out like a year down the road she was fucking new kid, my twins ex Gf and some 20 something year old.
>be 17 as well as a pretty Mello chill mega beta guy
>last every relationship was shit, loved them to death but mainly just got cheated on
>dated a 8/10 redhead for like a year and half maybe 2
>madly in love with her
>new guy comes to school
>she talks about how cute he is
>being insecure and protective, this upset you
>try to blow it off
>go on a date to go see a movie but theater was closed
>went to olive garden instead
>sit in the Eclipse for a bit just kissing
*she want to fuck*
>she gets in back of incredibly tiny car
>pulls leggings down like dtf?
>be like yup and whip it out
>asks if you have a condom
>be like naw but we never use one
>she like nope not ducking
>pulls her pants up and gets out
>left in car with raging boner
>struggle with pants and go inside
>she orders cheese pizza and I order chicken marsala
>pretty disappointed with my meal
>drive her home and she tells me how much she loves me and is all cuddled up to me as I take her back
*next day*
>she gets in car accident
>not injured
>totalled her car
>just got her license a week before
>send me a text saying I just got in a bad accident
*hit oh shit meter*
*worried as fuck*
>never texts me again that day
>next day see her at school
>go up to her upset because she never let me know she was okay
*we had class together right before lunch, french 2*
>Gf writes me a note in middle of class
*we sat next to each other*
>says we need to talk
>says she needs a break
>says we're breaking up?
>She said for now yes
>get up and walk to other side of class to sit with a friend
>bell rings for lunch and I gtfo
*heart broken. Gave everything you could to her*
>Drop out of high school to avoid her
>found out like a year down the road she was fucking new kid, my twins ex Gf and some 20 something year old.
Never really talked about this whole thing. Feels good man, like I can get past it now. It's been a few years but I just haven't been able to get over her and just won't commit to a relationship. I was her first boyfriend, we took each others v cards, I stuck around when she tried to commit suicide. Did everything I could. She wanted to learn to play guitar so I built her one to wasn't great but did the job so I could teach her. She contacted me one time telling me she was going to sell it and shit. She messed me up inside. Now I'm just scared to let a girl into my life, or even really fuck someone if I'm being honest. Anyways thanks
