Can I just tell you something that no one has ever known, even my Family and my closest friends don’t know. Something that I’m the only one who knows and the only way for anyone to know it is for me to say it directly?
Well, now the secret will be spoken.
I actually saw through my friends’ fake smile how they were broken, How my family is slowly dying together helplessly , I've seen how my aunt was stressed out because she doesn’t have enough money to sustain her sons’ college fees, I saw it when my grandmother was dying like her son who was barely breathing , How my younger sister was confused because everything’s just so fucked up , I’ve seen how the people I care about change and how everyone I loved were slowly growing apart.
I actually have felt every pain that they were hiding. Maybe twice as much as they have felt it. I wish I did come up to them, hug them tightly and just say everything’s going be alright and I’m always there for them. But I didn’t do anything. Though I wish I did. I was just trying to be strong. But I think that’s not what you call strong.
There’s been a lot of things that keeps on bothering me. I think and think and think a lot but never acted upon it. And I guess that makes me look like a heartless bitch just watching them wipe their tears away by themselves when I should be the one lending my shoulders onto them. And I think that’s when Silence becomes vicious.
But there's always a shot for Change. Lucky me.
Will grab my ass up and make everyone feel chaperoned by a wonderfully comforting hug,
Wolvesandshit's sexy arms
