Even though my life seems to be reasonably ok at the moment there are still things that make me sigh and think “god i miss it”. I can cover up things that may appear not to bother me that much but when something reminds me of something that made me smile that i no Longer have i feel quite down.

I took my pup a Walk today and on the way she proceeded to bark and every dog that walked by. In the distance she could see a character with what looked like 2 small dogs on leads. She didnt bark. She came out from behind my legs and playfully ran towards the 2 dogs. When she got to the full length of her Lead she stopped and noticed it was a man on the other end of the leads. She kept staring at the dogs for as long as they were in sight. When they were no longer in sight she looked at me like “what happened? where are they going? why cant i play with them again?” it broke my heart to see my dog look upset and confused to why she couldnt play with the dogs that she thought she knew.