Life changed. Again. One day I'm starting a non-profit therapy farm that I want to work on the rest of my life, and then next day I'm working full-time for a big company, flying here and there and back again. I've lived a month in the past four days.

Then in less than an hour I let it all wash away. The sound of water and laughter soothed my soul. The sun was sitting low as I leaned against the driftwood and read to my children. They listened and my voice ebbed and flowed with the waves. I froze the moments with my new camera, in my new phone. The one Noel ordered, set-up, and clad in the most beautiful leather. It was waiting for me when I got home late yesterday from my first day in the office (I spent the first two 'official' days on the job on-boarding in San-Francisco.) The kids were bathed, the goat was milked, the house was clean. My heart swelled and my eyes stung. He is so good to me.

My life is simply astonishing. Each moment is filled with more than I can comprehend. I split my focus into a million pieces and still there is something just beyond my understanding. Every time I think I see the future as calm and consistent. It changes. I change it.

Someday I'll have the farm. Someday I'll see calm on the horizon and I won't summon a storm.

Today, is perfect. Today I watch pirates battle,  searched for treasure, and discovered the mystery of real-life faeries.  Today I wrote about it.