“Race is
a Social construct,”
he said,
and I jabbed him gently
in the face. My fist
was real. When
real police
showed up waving
real guns and badges,
I indicated
that as whatever we all did next
in response
was a Social Construct —
whether or not I went
easily, whether or not
they took me down, whether
I lived or died or they lived
or died in the attempt —
none of it was real
and all of it
could be easily ignored.
They did not ignore a thing.
Went to trial,
a social construct.
Was judged guilty,
a social construct.
Did small time
in a real jail.
Came out marked and
civically blighted,
a social construct.
Race is a social construct.
It works better for me
than for many. That’s
real. Money is
a social construct
that works better some days
than others for me,
better overall for some folks,
much worse overall
for others. That’s
real.
What’s real
is a social construct
unless it’s a mountain
or a desert or a robin
or a lion or the skin
you’re in, the hair you
grow or do not grow,
the strength of your pulse
and how quickly it stirs
at the sobbing of a child,
the sight of blood on a cracked street,
the jerk it makes as it slows and stops
in response to a bullet entering.
On the page, on the screen,
I’m a social construct
wishing this
was all I needed to be
to make real things,
to make things real.