And so I sit alone,
another day where I'm far away from home,
another day where I'm far away from you.
I spend hours on nothing,
my mind is always up to something,
yet I spend hours on nothing.
The tears from my eyes,
just brighten up my vision,
I felt no pain from the collision.
You noticed that I was crying,
you heard me say I'd rather be dying.
So you started to hate,
hate the things that I purposely laid in your brain.
So much hatred,
yet I feel your love,
so much love,
yet I get wasted.
I don't to think,
not even for a moment.
I don't want to speak,
things that will make me be dishonest.