Why didn't I Send this? Oh wait...because I don't want to seem needy and I'm waiting for the right time. For you to admit something first preferably. :[

"I have been at a lack of words. It's gone on forever since I first layed eyes on you a year ago. It just keeps growing overtime. Fear is an incredible thing. Inside it hurts for now, but still makes me smile. I've tried to ignore it over and over. Especially all week. I'd rather run sometimes and not admit it. Makes it hard to not just back away from you and hide away yet again and not return anything. I wont though. Not again.  My eyes tell all. If you don't see it you are blind. I know you have already. Also, All I know is that youve become one of my close friends. I dont mind it one bit."