The most frustrating things about creativity and creation is that, that these are momentous and often brief.
Creating takes a duration, from a start lips toward the end and so does the euphoria the creator tastes simultaneously to this magical process.
But this associated euphoria is much addictive and compelling that you crave it once you taste it and you seek it every now and then!
On the other hand, the creative sense is highly fluctuant and bold too, it is not to order nor to recall, it is the master of itself, so when it turns its back to you, suddenly, the fount desiccats, the mind deserts, the soul benumbs and the body stuns, leaving you stranded amidst the void as if you had never been able to craft.