Take a risk. The worst it can be, is a lesson for you. Stop being afraid, it will only stop you from becoming the person you really are.

I have always wanted to do something crazy. Something I would have never expected from myself.

As I was a child, I got homesick quite often and I would miss everything about my home. Looking back to these days, I do not understand why leaving my home for a while was such a huge deal for me.

I was born and raised in Berlin (Germany). Without any doubt a beautiful place to live, but the one thing I loved most, was the fact, that Berlin was always less “german” than the rest of Germany. To me Berlin is a multicultural bubble. You can eat almost anything you want, the night life is extraordinary and the parks are full of so many different people.

I love Berlin with all my heart, but I decided to leave my home. I have never been happy with my life here. There has always been something in my way, I did not like my studies, the way I lived and all of that.

There is one thing that I have wanted to do since I was ten years old. I wanted to Study Medicine, but I was not good enough for that. After graduating I thought biology will come close to that, but that was not the case. My whole life consisted of learning for math, physics, chemistry, statistics and a bit of biology. These two years felt like torture to me and I was the opposite of happy those days.

Last year december I decided to stop this life. I still wanted to study Medicine and in a second I knew all of this had to end. That night I applied for the university in Varna Bulgaria for the studies of medicine. After the entry tests in June 2017 I was admitted.

The 17th September 2017 will be the day of my departure. Six years far away from Berlin, my friends, my family. It would be a lie to say that I am not afraid. I am, but to be honest, I can not wait to leave this city, to get out of this tiring routine and to leave my past behind. A new start and following my dream. This is all that it is. Nothing more, nothing less. I am willing to take a risk, if it will bring me closer to who I really want to be.

This will be a series of posts. There is more to come. more to write about and more to happen.