Who am I? The person I am in Peace or in turmoil? Am I my mistakes? Who am I? My life has done some restructuring and to be honest I think I’ve Changed. When I started this blog I was still figuring things out. I was seeing things differently. I had found some level of understanding about life. I knew what I knew but maybe my reassurance was just based on my convictions, my dogmatic view and that brought me some peace, some solace even in troubled times. To be fair that was all based on my past life experiences. I have resolved to forge on in spite of my troubles hoping that some day I will be rewarded by my faith being restored and some how all the dots will connect. But who am I really. Today I am racked with self doubt worried about my future. I know for sure I am no longer that starry eyed kid. I know I am not the same guy who started this blog a little over a year ago. The optimist who always believed in hope and who thought no matter what life would work itself out. The crazy thing is I know I should but its not that easy, is it? The uncertainty, the discomfort in not knowing. How do you get past that but through faith.