Hi. Well… I’ve been making progress! There are no shortcuts to recovery, so I consider each baby step an achievement.
Now, about your Situation - I’d suggest that you search online for the abuse hotline in your area and contact them. Explain what is happening in your home and they will help you to devise an effective escape plan. I would also recommend looking into runaway shelters. You can find out more about them via your local Runaway Safeline.
Good luck. xoxo