Note To Self:

There’s a reason for everything even if you don’t see that reason now, one day you will and on that day you’ll truly see the world.

In other news, I want to Write again. I keep talking to my friends about how I'm going to write and how I feel like writing but when ever I do, nothing ever happens. It feels as if I'm loosing a part of me, a part that I'm not ready to let go of. I want to continue the story I began so long ago, the two paragraphs it is today just isn’t sitting well with me. Its funny that I'm sitting awake 4 hours before I wake up for school just because I want to write, I want to create and in all technicality I am writing just in the dullest of ways. I'm turning to this, my home away from home on the internet just to write my minds thoughts down. COATTW has turned from a head down depressed avenue of emotions to a melodramatic playground for the underage teenager that controls these keys. That’s one change that I enjoy and there have been so many changed with me lately, its scary and amazing in everyway possible.