So last week I was let go from my job as an enrollment counselor.  I cannot say that I am Completely heartbroken.  Although I am upset at the fact that I had a manager that pretty much avoided me like the plague, no matter how many times I asked for help and feedback.   I cannot say that I enjoyed the job, I loved talking to people about why they would like to return to college but I did hate when I spoke to people who would have be better off starting out at community college and going to a local university but I couldn't tell them that.  In the end, I feel like it all happened for a reason and I will find something better.

In other news, I don't think I put it on blogger yet.  My husband and I are expecting twins.  I've been meaning to post this for so long but workplace stress got to me.  Now I have all the time in the world (until after the twins are born and I start looking for work again).  We are expecting a boy and girl.  Right now the due date if February 2, but the doctor is hoping they can hold out for at least 36 weeks (which would be around Jan. 2).  Since this is my first (and possibly only) pregnancy, everything is completely new.  So when people ask me "how do you feel?", I'm always like "I'm fine, they're just hanging out in there".  I worried so much in the beginning about what could go wrong but then I decided to stop reading all the negative things and if I felt like something was wrong I just go to the hospital or call the doctor.  I'm pretty excited about having a boy and girl (one and done) but I am worried about being responsible for 2 little beings (plus a husband and a dog). The other thing I worry about is not working.  My husband is telling me to take it easy and I keep explaining to him that it's not easy to switch off when I am so use to going to work or at least finding a job within a few months.  However, I am realizing that I spent so much time in a job I hated just because I was afraid of the "unknown".  The "unknown" being life without this specific job or just a change in general.  I am now learning to relax and take some time for me.  I'm hoping to get over to the Phoenix Art Museum, Japanese Friendship Garden, and maybe the Heard Museum and finally do a few things I've always wanted to do but had to work.