I feel like I'm ready to break.
My beloved Aunt is in her death bed.
I thought I was deep in love and I fear another heartbreak.
It seems when my friends need me I am there for them. When I need them, they seem never to be around.
Someone I call a best friend can't even be bothered to answer a phone call or even return that phone call.
I often wonder why I even try.

Fuck this.