Here is a man, Frederick Beuchi who was addicted to mast**bation and p**nography, even as a church leader, he wrote;
The first time I watched Blue Movies was way back when I was in class 8 when we sneaked with my friends to a local video hall. I had never experienced it. Having been raised in strict Christian background I vowed to my 13-year-old self never to go back to watching blue movies. That night and for several weeks I was haunted as the pictures from the blue movies kept playing in my mind.