This is something I am absolutely NOT intending much less even thinking about.

I feel like I am being completely cut off – from people – the world.

I am having phone calls go unreturned.

Text messages – same.

I am being told emails I send out (with pertinent information) aren’t being received.

And now – my healer – who is actually knowledgeable in what I have been dealing with for so many years – is suddenly out sick.  She is going to be gone for a month later this month.  I NEED this help.  I have no one else to talk with – live – real voice.  Last week it was a technical glitch issue and scheduling misunderstanding.  And now this?

I continue to script and work with my body as best as I can.  I am doing my best.  I am asking specifically for what I need.

I feel like I’m losing my mind and drowning – fighting something that doesn’t want me to thrive which is just royally pissing me off.  I don’t understand my life now – at all – don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing next.  I ask for guidance – I go within – I seek the wisdom of the Universe.

If there is anyone out there who still believes in Love and the power OF the Universe – I could use some really good energy right now and a lot of love and a financial miracle.  At this point, don’t do it just for me – do it for my kiddo so she can have a mama who is loved and cared for in the way she needs now.

More later.

Love,

V.