talking with a few beautiful ones. collective energy is DEPLETION – how will i continue to do what i do each day? highly charged emotions. body challenges. mind challenges. mental challenges. sleep? what is that? (it’s also national sleep day btw)…. uninterrupted that is. you know – the 6 hours or more of deep restorative necessity. i remain focused on receiving the energies of the REAL Universe. sometimes it’s there – other times feeling angst frustration angry and lost in this sheot pit. today? feeling like an absolute failure – which i know i’m not – but here? well – i feel it atm – a temporary state that i am shifting – this one is difficult though as it involves my child (really don’t care as i once did how this system and the masses perceive my $$ status). my child – who of course is still a kid – asking me for a dog. wanting to move to a big house. wanting to take horse riding lessons. wanting her own bathroom. and a phone of her own. and i struggle every day just to get through the day – carving out time to THINK of some new idea i haven’t yet explored- seeking SOMETHING positive to shift my experience so i don’t have to spend one more second wondering how i am going to have enough money just to eat for the month. my beautiful enthusiastic girl – who i know is struggling somewhat just like the rest of us in this reality – who is naturally wanting an entirely new experience and i can’t give her anything on her list of what she seeks. so i hear her talk about it – daily – and i’m melting down now inside hearing those words – that are now thorns in my side – unintentional of course – but still feeling like i have failed her. i have enough worry over putting food on the table now for the month – let alone wondering how i will get her the clothes she is going to need as a growing child.
some days i have the patience to be still and trust what i seek seeks me and will manifest. other days – like today – that inner patience and peace just ain’t happening.
other than that – feeling a quiet that feels quite uncomfortable. like i be looking like this:
here’s what i am seeing.
love,
v.
******
well i’ll say this – i’ve aged. i am less patient. less tolerant. more exhausted. feeling more depleted. pressured energetically (compressed then expanded). more detached – even when i don’t want to be. crying more. unable to keep ANY words needing to be spoken silent (when i do – it comes out and can be quite messy). but i also know more of what i want – what is ok with me – and what isn’t and that knowing is now immediate. and most everything in this reality is not “ok” with me – certainly not what we are forced to do to survive. i am longing for something i cannot see – something i don’t even know if it exists as i have no proof other than the deep inner KNOWING i seek it and need it – some moments absolutely desperately. and waiting – always seemingly waiting – on something out there to shift that changes me into the version i seek – bringing me to a reality i long for – that i need. needing healthy beautiful fresh succulent fruit for my entire survival at every. f’ing. level – while being forced to survive on old bitter fruit (metaphor) atm and tossing a bunch of supplements inside while doing yoga and stretching to release the angst and rage and distracting when i can- just to keep going one. more. day.
What happened to you? pic.twitter.com/DjEwvIH3qv
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) March 18, 2023
aligning……….affirming!
It is time…so many have raised their vibration to a level that is incompatible with that of old 3D Earth…3D Earth is now an uncomfortable experience except when immersed in constant experiences of love vibration/natural Earth beauty. We’ve waited long enough. Choices made!!!
— Keith369…finding truth within (@Keith369me) March 17, 2023
Groundhog day. Aren’t we all DONE w/their version of what we can/should have? Their resets? “them” period??!! FUCH YA!
Long before I discovered Q, or ancient/hidden tech, or VK, I knew in my heart innovation was dead. For 10-15 years, nothing NEW has been made; nothing distinct, revolutionary, unique. We were sold the same shit w/ a face lift.
“Buy the 2023 Mazda – it’s the same, but blue!” (1/2)— 17Commentary (@17C0mmentary) March 18, 2023
John Wick’s “in the air”………..
Died Suddenly of "Natural Causes"https://t.co/NUPbvbaSfy
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) March 17, 2023
I'm ready for a chapter 4. pic.twitter.com/06jwsBaobN
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) March 17, 2023
HSBC Bank in London who recently bought out the British division of bankrupt SVB, is on fire!pic.twitter.com/H17fVFO137
— Gen. Reality - (@WadeDav04301694) March 17, 2023
JUST IN: The London Metal Exchange has discovered bags of stones instead of the nickel that underpinned a small handful of its contracts at a warehouse in Rotterdam, per Bloomberg.
— unusual_whales (@unusual_whales) March 17, 2023
don’t know this person and it’s a new account that just popped up – but i’m feeeeeeeling this as well (dark to LIGHT)………..and it’s intense as hades atm isn’t it?
Pray for everyone…
The coming 14 days will change the World.
— Mr. Intuitive – Trumors Only. (@BlackberryXRP) March 17, 2023
pic.twitter.com/Q3rMjZhz5Q
— Geoni (@geoni_patry) March 18, 2023
Show the people then – in TRUTH – instead of some dayem movie script/scene….
Congress Has Been Dealt With.
— Axel Vasa (@SummmertC) March 18, 2023
i always liked this guy….the tequila dude………lol
. pic.twitter.com/ZHT0XCq6cV
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) March 17, 2023
Inspiration………..
Giovanni suffers from one of the rarest conditions in the world but he is a very happy little boy
Follow for the most inspirational stories of hope, love, tradition, family and art. pic.twitter.com/FWYqwL6vhO— Epoch Inspired (@EpochInspired) February 16, 2023
Check the for the Bell. https://t.co/nVdanYgiUJ pic.twitter.com/hIvNvHWQFB
— Johnny (@j00ny369T) March 17, 2023
Aligning……
Been staying up late ?
Hows your appetite ?
Forgetting to eat ?
Just breathe, inhale hoooold reeeeeleeeeaaase.
God Bless
— Jason VanDerpoel (@Iamjason913) March 17, 2023
7.11 tstamp……….
Loop pic.twitter.com/qRTdUjapcN
— Terry…I AM (@NewsBud_says) March 18, 2023
Important connections. pic.twitter.com/PNPbbbkhj2
— 17Commentary (@17C0mmentary) March 17, 2023
WELCOME BACK TO TWITTER, MR PRESIDENT! #AGENDA47 #AllToolsDeployed for @realDonaldTrump
— GEORGE (@TheCollectiveQ) March 17, 2023
Two words: I’m Back! Decided to gematria (I’M BACK)…..55 in hebrew gematria
May
Meta
https://apnews.com/article/trump-return-facebook-post-012019ec3ef2c37a931fe4e4a7391a7c
back on utube as well………..
https://www.bbc.com/news/technology-64993603
anyone know the way outta this place? lol
national sleep day………….how appropriate…….whatever u r doing – go back to bed………..
https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/39-americans-cant-sleep
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/white-house-rejects-cease-fire-ukraine-china-mediation-intensifies
going after P and T……..
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/arrest-warrant-issued-president-putin-hague-based-icc
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/fed-just-hijacked-american-democracy
reflecting here ~ what if some part of us actually lived through the entire timeline of horror? what if this time we shift out of it because we LEARNED…
reminder:
******
