Not liking the energy today one bit.  Trying to center and remain neutral – can still feel that poke right there.  See it playing out in others.  And more weirdness/breaking down with the post office.  Neighbors are gone (we’re keeping an eye on the place) – they stopped their Mail service until their return.  Today we noticed their mailbox overflowing with mail so knowing they were not yet due to return until next month, grabbed the mail – was about 2 weeks worth so obviously all that has been delivered since their departure.  What was included?  The post office yellow slip that said to begin delivery again on July 5th.

Had a new mail person today.  Couldn’t tell if it was male or female.

They are everywhere – to be seen and felt – and I am so f’ing done with this show – considering I’ve felt their presence my entire life – yeah, I am really f’ing quite done.  Get us out and let them have it.

Sleep was a challenge.  Kept getting woken up by outside noise.  Just need to Sleep now.  Waking up to tension in the body and jaw – fists clenched.  Seriously these moments suck.  Just remind myself clearing is coming – this will lift.  Pray, pray and more prayer.

Dear Diary ~ today sucks.  Make tomorrow better please and thank you.  Love, little V.